- 20 percent
What's left to say when all the words seem so inadequate.
What's left to do to show the way I really feel about it.
Pain grips my heart just like the grasp that he has on the hand of.
Right from the start, holding my heart, always the one that I love.
The one true face of beauty and the eyes of perfection
Never fail to elude me, looking in the wrong direction.
Speaking the words you mean for someone else, but never for me.
- Clarity
I haven't felt this lost in awhile.
Was it something that you really had to say?
I know that I'm not close to being everything you need,
but I've been trying to change.
'Cause I've been thinking about everything you said,
And I've been looking at all the things I did,
And I've been thinking about everything that tore us all apart.
- Guarded
I had it all figured out.
I wouldn't miss a thing.
I hope you're listening now.
I hope you hear me.
I'm not sure what to say,
And I don’t know how to respond.
Tell me what to do if I can’t be good enough.
- Invisible
It’s been a hard 10 years. Do you see me now?. I’ve been struggling right here. And I am so burned out. Don’t take that away from me. It’s all that I have left to hold on to. And honesty died right at my feet. And is breathing slower and slower now. I feel so old and I’ve been here before. My heart is cold and tired. My head screams no, don’t hope anymore. Just let it go. This honest tongue has been a long time coming. Please, God, hold me back now. And I’m glad you never saw a single thing the way that I did. It was all in my head and I was just a stupid kid. And don’t take that away from me. It’s all that I have left to remember. I’ll trade silence for wasted dreams. I just want to fall asleep now. I feel so old and swear I’ve been here before. My heart is frozen lifeless. My head screams no, what’s hope anymore?. Just let it go. So take back every word you said of how you still see me the same. And every thought thats in my head that made me think that I had changed. Replace these feelings that I had with anything that makes some sense. You said in time that I'll be fine but can it get me over this? The heavens scream you’ve been here before. A fool to hope for something more. Just take my hand, I’m shaking scared. But hold me back right here. Just hold me back right here. And hold me back right here. Just hold me back right here.
- Miles And States
And I know that there are miles in between where we both are.
But in my memories and dreams just know, you’re never very far.
Don’t be upset we’ll both be home soon and we’ll hold each other close.
We’ll stay up late so I can tell you all the secrets no one knows.
It’s time to go to sleep now, Love.
You’re the one that I’ll be dreaming of.
And all these miles and states can’t separate us both forever.
And I’ll keep praying for the day when we can simply be together.
- My Least Favorite Liar
If you were finally being honest. I promise it won't hurt all that bad. Im just so worn out of all of this. If you don't mind I'd like to have my heart back. And though it's reall all the same to you. And you don't even really care. You must be getting tired. All those double standards have got to be wearing you out. Just stop and rest a while. It's not so bad out here. And it's really all the same to me. Since you don't even really care. And you've never even noticed. That I was always standing there. Don't tell me anything. That you've said to someone before. I want to hear something honest I wand to hear something more. And take back all the times. Where you promised that you were not the same. My heart is done being lied to. And I'm just so shamed.
- Onward And Upward
Give it time she said, things will all work out
But tell me now just how much longer can it take
You said I'm not worth a try and you can't be any clearer
Kiss the cheek without a word and drive away
I've traded everything I loved for whatever I've become
Whatever I've become
- Patience
And I don’t need you right now. What’s a few more years?
I’ll do fine on my own somehow. Don’t worry about me.
And I can’t find the words I need that tell me how I feel.
Convincing my heart that it’s not my fault and praying none of this is real.
I’d like to wake up and be gone, like a real bad memory.
Like a nightmare in a dream.
- Really, Im Fine
The first words are the hardest. I won’t lie and say that it gets any easier as time moves on. And I think you felt the farthest away when I slowly turned my head and I finally noticed you were gone. If I were honest with myself I’d have to say that I’m still bleeding. Girl, you left me needing you. If I could only catch my breath I’d swear that I was fine and in time I will be alright. I’ve been trying way to hard to still be standing where I am. What is it that I’m doing wrong? All I wanted fell apart. You and hope just disappeared but now I don’t want to be alone. If I were honest with myself I’d have to say that I’m still bleeding. Girl, you left me needing you. If I could only catch my breath I’d swear that I was fine and in time I will be alright. I’ll be alright. I will be just fine. The first lie was the hardest. I’m honest when I say that it gets easier as time moves on. I’m not proud of what I am. But the ground came up so fast. How was it I fell so far? If I were honest with myself I’d have to say that I’m still bleeding. Girl, you left me needing you. If I could only catch my breath I’d swear that I was fine
and in time I will be alright. If I were honest with myself I’d have to say that I’m still bleeding. Girl, you left me needing you. If I could only catch my breath I’d swear that I was fine and in time I will be alright. I'll be alright. And I will be just fine. The first lie was the hardest and I'm honest when I say that it gets easier as time moves on.
- Words
It's been 21 years and I'm still standing right here
Make me believe that I can be someone that someone else can love
And it's been far too long since I admit that I was wrong
Give me the hope that maybe one day I can finally be good enough
I've wasted so much time, too many sleepless nights
Trying to figure out the point where it all went wrong
And I was way too close to where I lose it all