- 10.22
What a tragic affection to harbor
A solace-seeking salvation to squander
Such a beautiful burden to bear alone, I know
Read some fictions of violence
Breaking the silence, hiding awake from the deception
Guarding desperate secrets buried below
And you know
- All Fall Down
There’s just too much I have in this heart
To say I’m sorry for
More than I can remember
I’m scared to touch
Anything I love
Afraid that I'll only leave them in pieces
- All For This
Seventeen and self assured in secret so to blame
Hold it in, it's not a sin, it's just a shame
You're not alone, this man he loves you
In spite of everything you are
But not by my grace
Of the shadows cast in corridors of human hearts
Faith as fact my favorite fiction by far
- Always Do
The world's falling between us
You but call my name
I tear the skin and bleed from a vein
She's just not the same
And I know you'll carry me away with you
But I know I'll carry you
- Chasing Yesterday
Everything I love has gone so wrong, self loathing
How many times do I have to tell myself I'm sorry
Could it be that I'm the only one destroying
Inside I'm lost and lifeless since you've gone away
Cause your memory still haunts me
And I'm always chasing yesterday
I'm empty, so lonely
- Hold Me Down
Holding up tight in a drunken haze
Shutting out light to stop the day from taking hold
You cling to me with bloody hands
Playing my part, this martyr’s dance, it gets so old
Chorus
Hold me down
If you have to drown, I will drown with you
- In Time
Have we come so far
Could we even turn back now
I'd love to forgive
It seems that I've forgotten how
Can my heart heal now
Is there time left for me
It seems the grace
- Just Like Everybody
Well I guess I lied
I don't have much in common with the world outside
No one really knows how much I have to hide
With that I'm really very ugly deep inside
I wish I was just like everybody
Nothing changes
I wish I didn't have to tell a lie today
- Never Turn Back
Holding tight, take this last breath
As the waters rush in (Is it all a sin?)
Come inside, child, my day is gone
Close my eyes to the sun
I'll never turn back now
Never turn back now
Never turn back now
- Nothing Left Of Me
steady now, you see your door is darkened
for only dead men does the devil come no more
don't hasten to deny your own desire
for these bitter hands have seen this blood before
you wanna take me?
what are you waiting for?
let's have some fun now baby
- Perfect
The stage is set, I’m growing restless
I’ve taken worse than you before
I don’t want you to want me
Now I’m just fine as the failure and the whore
I’m not guilty, just convicted
More than you, I loathe my living hell
Having failed to prove a lover(?)
- Run Away
Days, I travelled on for days, through everything you threw at me
I never saw the light
Now, the pain keeps digging in, reminder of mistakes
I never wish I made
I don’t wanna run away
I don’t wanna be the one who falls
Wanna stay but you won’t change at all
- The End Has Come
Took from me all that I had
With my soul and spirit dead
Killing everything in me, why does one used to be free
Now to drive away the pain, I'll destroy all I disdain
I'll become what I despise, Living someone elses life
(Dont back down)
Dont ever back down, Dont ever turn around
- The Way We Are
Why am I thinking of you today?
You should be millions of miles away by now
It's funny how it hurts me this way
It's not the words that you say
But that you believe them
Fucked up as I ever was
Make sure no one sees
- Too Far Left To Go
Lost count for days,
We were strong, there's just me now.
Fight through the haze,
Night comes fast, the pain can last much longer.
Have I lost my way?
Or have I been at last forgotten?
All I see is grey,
- Wishing Well
Sinking and suffocating
The walls are crumbling from within me
Some thing's left best unspoken
And still this truth has broken me
I can't believe it's true
No one to blame but you