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I wish love was simple
Maybe then I'd be the person that you wish for
When you're lying next to me
'Cause I thought that you meant it
When you said you wanted what I want
What I want
I hate myself
The way I give you every chance you don't deserve

Talk to me, whispers in the night
I always wondered what it's like to love someone
You take my heart, go starting fires
I'm headed home now that I know where I come from
Tell me that you feel the same
Say we'll always be this way
A good thing doesn't have to change
So promise you'll stay

You don't believe in love, well, I don't believe in you
Ooh, ooh
I couldn't be enough, well, what am I supposed to do?
Ooh, ooh, yeah

Probably shouldn't be driving right now, yeah
With all these Benzos in my blood
Probably shouldn't be tryna talk you down

I haven't heard you say goodnight
Slip both your hands between my thighs
Turn out the light, pulling me in
Counting the freckles that dapple my skin
I haven't felt you scratch my back
I make a joke 'cause I know you will laugh
My favorite sound, I hope that you still
Laugh just as much now I'm not there to hear

Red flags
You look for red flags I've never seen
Star signs
I'll watch the night sky, you don't believe me
And now you think you need a second
You need a second, said you see right through me
But I think you were the best thing
You were the best thing that ever happened to me

Know you're doing all you could to me
Took your keys and left the memories
Fell so fast and burned your way out of love with me
Told you all the ways that I would change
All the parts of me that you could take
Take 'em out, make a brand new whole of me

You look so much happier

Too many miles on that old Toyota you drive in
So many people would kill for this life that you call surviving
So don't forget it
Your hell is someone else's heaven
You've got best friends who say they can't keep their heads above water
You're worried 'cause you got waitlisted at your dad's alma mater
Baby, don't sweat it, yeah
You're havin' someone else's heaven

Tell me your secrets, I won't repeat them
This tug in my chest makes it hard to get rest
And I think that I'm better off dead
Tell me you mean it, give me your pieces
This hole in my heart makes it hard to restart
And I think that I'm falling apart

God only knows why

You look at me and I look at you
Like one of us might know what else to do
Oh yeah, oh yeah
'Cause I let you down when I lost my focus
I tried my best but you didn't notice
Yeah, oh yeah
And it's not your fault that we are here
It's not your fault you want independence

Didn't say why you're leaving
Yeah, we just hit a wall
Now I can't shake the feeling
That this is all my fault
Staring up at the ceiling
Like it'll bring you home
But we both know it won't
Losing track of the hours

I'm falling, I'm counting my steps from the top to the bottom
All I wanted, I still needed more just as soon as I got it
Baby, I'm scared we're gonna die still living like this
Maybe satisfaction don't exist
God give me the things I need
To open up my heart and let you in
And know it's all enough
Tell me it's all enough

My nights are drowning in champagne
Ceilings and feelings that don't change
Twelve months and I still feel lost
You know what you did by leaving
I know that you had your reasons
Twelve months and I can't move on
Don't know how to not miss somebody
How to not want you to still want me

If I could take back what I said, I wouldn't
'Cause this doesn't feel like love as I understood it
And I can't afford to throw you a line when I shouldn't
'Cause you are losing me
And I wish that I could change my point of view
So I could see you the way I want to
And I hope you realize what you put me through
You are losing me

I got ideas of you and me on my mind
And we got two nights down on the Lower East Side
We got Don Julio, some Diet Coke
A couple joints that we could smoke
'Cause you and me, we got nothin', baby, but time
(All the time, yeah, all the)
I've been drinkin', wasn't thinkin'
Turned the week into a seven-day weekend

I turned twenty-four today
February eleven was always like a holiday
Nothing still feels the way that it did, mm
Someone pulled the rug on me
I don't even remember the person I was gonna be
How did I get here? What did I miss? Mm
You wanted the water, well, you got an ocean
Baby, close your eyes and just live in the moment