bleak weekwhats the easiest way to slip into a coma
dying would be a gift
but i could settle for a four year nightmare
it wouldn't be much different than my waking life
i want to become one with something
i don't care if it has to be the ground
it would still be the most contact i've had all month
bro i totally miss youyou have to move away
to better yourself in beautiful ways
brand new opportunities
a city that don't know your name
an independent Trébéron
a master of the sudden shake
your life has only just begun
but i'd still be glad if you came
dream of love
dream of love
is it really over
can i overcome these tears
i close my eyes
and feel that hes still with me
still standing with me here
dreamy suicide pacti want to kiss every single scar that you have
i want to make you mine
i want to wake up next to you
i want to be high
i want to climb deep inside what makes you sad
i want you to be fine
i want to help you forget all the nights you spent alone
i want to change your mind on suicide with me
happy birthdaywell congratulations
you made it one more year
but the only thing that's grown
is the list of all your fears
spent the whole year unhappy
never made your mom proud
dropped school like its one of your problems
spent all your time chasing clouds
home is where the snes isi don't wanna spend another night in my head
going over old memories glued to my bed
good think i've got a friend who sells me the best
close my eyes and let my body do the rest
now i'm floating away into outerspace
i love all my new friends and the games that they play
they've got 8 bit songs and jrpgs
how to never stop being sadrepeat to yourself that they’re not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over
keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
“was this a sign that things were going wrong”
i keep writing songs for people i'll never know feel like half a person
when you’re not with me
i love the ways you calm me down
and make me feel so free
whether we’re out or stuck at home
you’re the only face i see
you make my life sufferable
even just slightly
i like youi am scared to say i miss you
last time i had you i should have kissed you
these feelings fester up inside
but how could i deny these butterflies
i hope i’m not stuck on your waiting list
because i dream of you in colors that don’t exist
and i think its high time for you to know
invisiblei am tired and uninspired. i am used batteries. i am talentless and stale. i am a book that’s been read and now sits on the shelf. i am a broken guitar string. i am useless. i am invisible.
everyday i feel like i’m at war with the world. some days i feel like i’m standing on the tallest mountain screaming at the top of my lungs, “look at me, please look at me.” if loneliness ever needed a definition, it’d be me. i see countless faces everyday but do they see me? i am alone. i am invisible.
all i want to do is to help people like me. i want to hold you and kiss your scars and say, “i swear to god it’ll be okay. not today, but one day. one day you will wake up and smile for no damn reason.” but today we can cry. today, we can be invisible.
little seal girlmost folks think that i'm not real
'cause i'm half girl and i'm half seal
i'm a little seal girl livin' in the real world
and its so hard to get by
'cause seals can't even cry
but in this endless boundless sea
my incredibly nerdy cute little ladyif i were a wizard i’d want you to be
my incredibly powerful wizard lady
we could go around town getting all the baddies
go back to my place and smoke a fatty
because how much fun do you think it’d be
being high wizards just you and me
makin fireballs inventing new spells
r.i.p.you’re the air inside my lungs that help me breathe
when i’m having hard time now
but you’re here love
and the fears that held me back have long since gone
when you crawled inside my skin
and made your home
now i’m soaring over seas of bright gold grain
the wind flowing throw my hair
scarstil death do us part
means nothing if we're dead
and as i sink into the earth
you'll be ripe inside my head
when i come out to dance
i'll just kiss you instead
you're my cold skin goddess
aphrodite in red
stale beardbright lights shine right through me
ghostly figures playing chess for money
lonely fingers bittersweet and ugly
backwards vs cover all the honey
you will never be free
you are all you can see
teenage breakup songi'm laying here
deleting all your letters
hundred sixty character love notes
and i hope you know
you left my heart looking like a kaleidoscope
i just can't put the pieces together
because of you i can't stand this weather
the rain reminds me of your lips
the coolest kitty that i knowyou lay around all day and dream of shooting lasers out your eyes
the festival of screams seems to never leave, you just cry cry cry
whether you're peaking out the window or plotting my demise
before you do something bad you,
you put on your shades
and i say
you are the coolest kitty that i know