- A Fabrication Of Life
The longing for tranquility was slowly replaced with apathy as the misanthrope in her got the final say. She wanted to love but what was the point? She dug herself further into the core of her being until she couldn’t hide anymore. Exposed to the world she began her quest for the meaning of it all, but like with everything else she ended up empty-handed. She gave it all her best but that was never good enough. In the darkness she looked for that voice of reason that would soothe the growing despair. The emptiness that will not be filled leaves her full but never content. It leaves her full, but never content.
She lies, lies, lies to keep herself afloat
She lies, lies, lies to keep the truth accurate.
She lies, lies, lies to herself, every day.
She lies, lies, lies to keep the truth accurate.
She lies, lies, lies to herself, every day.
It´s a fine line walking between insanity and keeping sane and she constantly walk the border on her tip-toes.
It´s a fine line walking the border of insanity and keeping sane, and she constantly walk the border on her tip-toes.
- Assasin Limpristed and Shy
What pride is there sneaking in the backdoor?
What glory is there lurking in shadows, with a smug look on your face.
You sealed your faith, now I?m reclaiming mine.
Your knife is off my throat.
(Chorus)
Promise of change will not erase that you?re stuck.
Stuck looking back at a future that was never meant for you.
- bitter verses
bitter verses
stay put, don´t move, keep your arms to your sides and ventilate. Life will start in a little bit; you just stand there and wait for it.
life is what happens when you plan for the future; i learned that the hard way. i waited patiently on my knees while life flew me by.
leaving me bitter, so bitter.
i waited for life to find me, i´m still here, i´m still waiting.
i dream, i live, i see, i try
- For That Feeling That Never Came
A hole, a void unfilled, untamed.
A hole, a void unfilled, untamed.
This pump pushed blood into my system
This heart functioned but left everything out.
I never felt it, even though the weight, pushed me through seven circles of hell.
Blindsided, attacked, I looked for a flight plan.
Blindsided, attacked, I looked for a flight plan.
- Forever Summer
The wind caressing my face
Water making me weightless
Forever lost in this moment
Floating in a perfect memory
The rays of light, reflecting in your hair
A hint of a smile, playing on your lips.
Blue eyes piercing the book in front of you.
The touch of wrinkled skin
- Today Is The Day
Our narrator wakes up smothered by darkness surrounding her from all sides.
She pulls herself out of bed
Looking outside her window she sees the seasons change and the people with it.
But she never does, she always stands there, watching outside her window.
- Without Scaffolding
Skyscraper-eyes looking back at you
Empty gapes of steel and glass fronting vast corridors
Rain licking its surface creates illusions of tears for these windows.
Can you hear me scream from the inside?
I´m steel, I´m wood, I´m glass, all high and mighty but not stronger than my weakest link
When shadows creep closer, what we put a blind-eye to, suddenly re-appear. In loneliness we are all fragile, without scaffoldings holding us up, we all fall from grace. We all fall from grace without scaffoldings holding us up.
Can you hear me scream? Can you see me reaching out to you?