- cloudy eyes
Consume me, all I am is an extension of you.
All I have are your words to hang onto.
Carry me, because I'm holding onto every word you say.
I can't shake this feeling inside,
We can lay here until you feel fine.
(It's just so hard to see you suffering)
- descendant
Staring into a scared young soul.
The last time I saw you, it was freezing cold,
You walked from the train station without a coat.
Get this guilt out of my head,
For not seeing you more often.
Memorials are never enough for me,
There was always I reason I hated football.
- see you soon
You can take me outside, let the cold and rain seep through me.
Just keep me from anything that puts me in harms way,
I don't want my mind to go blank again.
One day I'll come home and never leave again.
Why would let go of what makes me human?
I'm documenting every word you've said,
Like I'm scared of forgetting it all.
- sore
Pessimism is now my friend and with it comes a lack of self control.
Close your eyes, please do this for me.
I've been tired for years, thats never changing.
What a sight for sore eyes, waking up in the middle of the night.
Sober and over all of this.
One sip on cold water and I'm awake again,
- waiting room
When the curtains were closed I knew you were there,
Now that they're open and the moon lights the room.
Your shadow's not there, an emptiness fills me.
Underneath the surface, I am now weak.
My example of strength has left me behind
I can't hear your footsteps walking away.
All I want is to stay strong enough to just miss you.