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Another day, another waste of my heart
It only beats when it wants to
Another step, and I've learned to hold my breath
Still scared to want you

I'll be the mess, you be the medicine
I'll be the mess, you play the medicine

You flipped a switch
Total eclipse
Watch it all unravel
The world we ha
Its gone to black
Fading into shadows
You’re all I got
But now I’m caught

Yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah yeah, yeah

Come a long way, the hard way
And maybe I made it too hard
Been a long fight, the wrong kind
That breaks you and leaves you unsure
Been fighting to feel like myself

We want that bam bam pop
We want that bam bam pop
We want that bam bam pop
Overkill like we do it for a livin' and
We'll make history before we
Ever make a million
Moves, sucker, throw it down
Bring it back you know that sound

I'm always one step away from the railing
Try to hold myself back
I'm always one step away from the feeling
I could snap just like that

Self-destruction, don’t you love it?
How you never rise above it?
Get so high off the lows

I'm rough around the edges
Mistake me for pretentious
I get stuck in my head
It's not personal, it's just personal
I've been strong for too long
Sometimes, I forget why I'm trying
I'm trying i'm trying

Come call me alive
Your heart carries mine
Don't leave me to die
Alright

VI:
I shouldn't have let them have me
Now it's to late for regrets

Here we go back, this is the moment
Tonight is the night, we’ll fight 'til it’s over
So we put our hands up like the ceiling can’t hold us
Like the ceiling can’t hold us

Return of the Mack, get up!
What it is, what it does, what it is, what it isn’t.
Looking for a better way to get up out of bed

This is as weak as they come
This is as far as I'll run
I'm growing ill with the cure
You're just as hungry for more
I've exhausted all my caution; breaking down is not an option

Haven't you had enough, aren't you tired
Well this is where I draw the line

Your everything I wanna be but thats not true at all
I've held you high I built a lie
Your nothing like you used to be and thats not right at all
You've given in You've let them win

And I'm sorry that these words are coming out of my mouth
But i don't wanna be like you
I'm sorry that I'm just now figuring out

I'm counting on hearts like yours to keep me burning
To keep me up 'til two in the morning
You be bright when I'm starting to rust
You be why behind the what
I'm counting on hearts like yours to help remind me
Keep ignoring the white noise behind me
Don't ever let them water me down
I'm counting, I'm counting on you now

Oh, I swear my emotions are the enemy
Be dead by now if I'd have
Done what they were telling me
Whisper lies, but they sound like half-truth
Confusing a sick mind isn't that hard to do
You say I'm a hopeless case
I'm a hopeless case (Oh)
You say I'm a hopeless case

We’re not cynics, we just don’t believe a word you say
We’re not critics, we just hate it all anyway

If you’re happy and you know it
Clap you hands like this
‘Cause the rest of us are wondering
What on earth we missed
If you’re happy and you know it

Demons
Ashes, ashes, dust to dust
It doesn’t hurt enough yet, does it, does it?
I’m gonna make you feel it
Gonna make you want it
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down,
Half of you’s still underground
I’m gonna make you feel it

So you come to save us?
Your empire don't mean shit to us
I gonna burn what you built up
Burn what you built, baby burn what you built up

You think you can handle us?
Come to bring deliverance?
We're gonna burn what you built up

I'm skin on bone
You like to watch to watch me fading
Still holding on
Won't tell you how hate it

Oh, just one thing left to do
Got nothing left for you
But I will make it through

Made a living of my emo dreams
Taught my trauma how to work for me
Now I'm living all my teenage dreams
Somehow life is better than I ever thought it'd be

Wish I would’ve gotten here sooner
Guess you could call me late Bloomer
Ha that line is too good not to use

I bet you didn't think that the more you'd try to kill us
The more we'd rise up, the more we'd wise up
I bet you got your hands full trying to dilute us
You've hit a brick wall, won't weaken out resolve

We've already given away
What you're trying to take, what you're trying to take
When you've died a thousand deaths, what's one more

Woah-oh-oh (x4)

I don't know how I got here, but I refuse to stay
I betrayed myself when I let others have their way
But I am holding on, my finger on the pulse
The sound of my heart pounding tells me there's still hope

But people don't like when you put up a fight

Woah-oh-oh (x4)

I don't know how I got here, but I refuse to stay
I betrayed myself when I let others have their way
But I am holding on, my finger on the pulse
The sound of my heart pounding tells me there's still hope

PRE-CHORUS:

Another day, another waste of my heart
It only beats when it wants to
Another step, and I've learned to hold my breath
Still scared to want you

I'll be the mess, you be the medicine
I'll be the mess, you play the medicine

Calling all psychos, do you wanna play?
Do you wanna make the bad people pay?
Are you beat down, are you fed up?
Cuz we've had enough, we've had enough
Calling all psychos, wanna get down?
Do you wanna meet me on the outskirts of town?
Are you getting tired of fighting alone?
Cuz we've had enough, we've had enough

We throw tantrums like parties
We're not happy 'til everyone knows we're sick
And that's just how we like it
We've hurt bad enough, right, we've earned it

Don't tell the others but it's all getting old
I mean how many more times must our stories be told?
And being lonely's only fun in a group

Oh I need my pain
Don’t it take it away
My sad makes me special

Do you want me to write you another sad song
Would you like that?
Do you want me tell you we’ll never belong
Would you like that?

Happy hurts sometimes, oh
Blame it on the monsters in my mind, oh
I've been getting better at slowly getting worse, oh
What's wrong with me when happy hurts?
Happy hurts

This on again, off again tempo-mental affection
For my darling depression is making me go mad

Why are we still sad
Why are we still sad
When we gonna wake up happy
When we gonna wake up happy, happy
Why are we still sick
Tell me what I'm missing in this
Why we gotta hurt so badly
Why we gotta hurt so badly, badly

"Hope Of Morning"

My mind's a kaleidoscope, it thinks too fast
Blurs all the colors 'til I can't see past
The last mistake, the choice I made
Staring in the mirror with myself to blame
Sometimes I'm afraid of the thoughts inside
Nowhere to hide inside my mind

I say I wanna be healthy but I turn up the noise.
And the IV drips a steady stream of poison.
I think I'm just in love with the feeling.
Break my bones so I can feel them healing.

Crazy's I believe the medical term.
When we wanna recover but we don't wanna learn.
Keep breaking what's been fixed a thousand times.

Test my reality, check if there's a weak spot
Clinging to insanity in hopes the world will ease up
Try and make it look like it's all somehow getting better
˜Cause I know how to play it pretty good against the measure

Everyone started out a little insane
But we learned pretty quick how to fake it for the game
But some of you never learned to drop the act

Look kids, I got a career
Putting dumb things from my head into your ears
Me and my issues, we've seen the world
Turns out everybody's weird
My therapist is sick of me
I think I might be too
I write songs about my mental state
Step back and look for clues

Somebody make a move
Somebody make a move
Somebody

Test my reality
Check if there's a weak spot
Clingin' to insanity
Hopes the world will ease up

"Nerves"

I have a heart that gets on everybody's nerves
They don't want the truth, they just want the words
Blah blah blah blah and I can sing until I'm dead
And none of you'll remember a single thing I said

What's the point in being a voice when everyone's already sick of the noise?

I'm lucky if I ever see the light of day again
My skin is choking me, my feeble walls are closing in
This cell is filled with scholars easing me, they're teasing me
They told me so I didn't know the fall would be this easy

How long until it starts to do me in
I can't give out what I'm not breathing in
I know they'll come with what I'm owed, guilty as charged

I'm lucky if I ever see the light of day again
my sin is choking me, my crude built walls are closing in
This cell is filled with claw marks easing me, their teasing me, they told me so I didn't know the fall would be this easy

Pre-chorus
How long until I find the strength to stand
I wait for mercy in your bleeding hand
I know they'll come with what I'm owed-guilty as charged

I can't help but close my eyes for life
And dream a different ending
That when I wake I won't be so exhausted
And I will stop with my pretending
That I'm fine, I'm fine if I can fool myself tonight
And my lie will drown out all of yours

I will not bend until I break, how much can one bruised body take?

I can't help but close my eyes for life
And dream a different ending
When I wake I won't be so exhausted
And I'll stop with my pretending
That I'm fine; I'm fine if I can fool myself tonight
And my lie will drown out all of yours

VII

You're not running just enough of a wreck, to hold the hurt heart everybody
Expects, And I know you wrote a history of making a mess, misunderstood's
An understatement at best

How long, how long will you demand my sympathy? We all know hurt so why do
You feel the need to...

Put on a pretty face, give them a pretty taste, No one's buying it anyway

His little whispers:
"Love Me. Love Me.
That's all I ask for.
Love Me. Love Me".

He battered his tiny fists
To feel something.
Wondered what it's like

"Pop Culture"

And the beat goes on, drone drone like a metronome
Day in and day out I know how the story gonna go
Typical, typical, tongue tied and weak willed
Stuck on the sedative, evidently to sleep well
But I haven't slept in days, I haven't dreamt in nights
I've been busy building theories I just can't wait to try

Do your thing but you ought to know
We just make it up as we go
No point in stressing
We’re not impressing them anymore
They're so scripted
They’re so predictable like oh

Do your thing but you ought to know

I'm not violent but let's play a little game
Let's pretend you'll listen to me, every word I say
You've been all up over me, yeah all up in my space
Back off, back off
I don't know why I let you walk all over me
Let you get the upper hand but not for long you see
And now you're in a position I wouldn't wanna be
Back off, back off

The music is in my blood, you don't understand
The music is in my blood, you don't understand

Sleepless nights at the black and white keys
I'll let my fingers say it for me
Sometimes my spirit's still so scared
Once I put it in a melody it means so much more to me
Fate sealed, I guess this is how I feel

Life's a little brutal
A little bit beautiful
I don't think I understand it at all
Take the lure of the quick pharmaceuticals
I don't think we understand it all

Heard it said there's a shadow self in my head
Part of me I don't wanna show

Take me all the places that we used to go
The starlit city, our make-shift home
I'm not scared to hold your hand
On the streets of our own land

Slow down, just breathe,
All we have is all we need
Slow down, just breathe,

I'm sorry about your parents, they sound like bad people
Your daddy sounds like a jerk
I guess your mama didn't know the gift she got when she got you
I'm sorry about your life, you had it pretty rough
Bending over backwards, never good enough
You poor thing, it must suck to be you
And I know it's not your fault, it never is, is it?

I don't want your sugar and spice, sugar and spice
I don't want your sugar and spice, sugar and spice

Sometimes I say really dumb things
'Cause it's hard to talk and at the same time think
At the same time, I feel like I should have that down,
I should've figured out the conversation by now
There's a lot of time wasted hating the way I act,

It's so dark and cloudy in my room
Don’t think I’ll be feeling better soon
Baby I’m sunflower who can’t bloom
‘Cause it’s so dark and cloudy in my room
In my room

Had the blinds drawn shut for a while now, it just feels right
And I don’t wanna know what’s waiting for me on the outside

Can you fix this, am I too far gone?
I’ve never done this before
Don’t know if I’m ready but I wanna move on
And I’ve never said that before

I don’t wanna be stuck, I don’t wanna be crazy
This is the way that my sadness made me
Better come quick, yeah better come save me

I am standing on the edge of returning or just running away
I am letting myself look the other way
And the hardest part in all of this is I don't think I know my way back home
Is it worth the journey or do I let my heart settle here

How cold have I become
I didn't want to
Loose you by what I'd done

I'm tired of waking
Only to numb back down
Playing hide and seek with all my dreams,

Will never find me now.

Imagine the magic that might be under the madness,
Between the mundane automatic and the silicone sadness

My life is a musical
I know how to put on a pretty pathetic show
I hide backstage, keep the curtains closed
'Cause I'm scared, I'm scared

I'm getting pretty good at feeding them the lines they like
But I don't recognize the girl that I face each night
I can compromise 'till I'm convinced it's right

My life is a musical
I know how to put on a pretty pathetic show
I hide backstage
Keep the curtains closed
'Cause I'm scared, I'm scared

I'm getting pretty good at feeding them the lines they like
But I don't recognize the girl that I face each night

I'm sick I think I'm sick
Sometimes I think I get like this
I bite my tongue, I clench my fists
Resist at first and then reverse
The night knows me by name
Its shadow trained to dull the pain
All the black begins to blur
Resist at first and then immerse

"Under The Knife"

This is the song I'm too scared to write
But some of you may need it tonight

Oh there you were, heart made of glass
Fragile little thing, shattered too fast
Had to pick the pieces up, up, up

I don't wanna say what I got on my mind, Cause nothing tonight wants to
Come out on time, The truth is I'd rather sit out and unwind, Let somebody
Else tell their story this time

I wonder what happened to give me the right, To step on a platform and pick
Up a mic, & tell you the way to be living your life, Cause all my
Credentials were lies

"Watch Me"

Watch me get it get it wrong at the top of my lungs
While you front for every one, while you tip toe for fun
I can scream until your ears bleed, you're gonna never hear me
You hear what you want, but you never wanted me
[x2]

"Watch Me"

Watch me get it get it wrong at the top of my lungs
While you front for every one, while you tip toe for fun
I can scream until your ears bleed, you're gonna never hear me
You hear what you want, but you never wanted me
[x2]

I swear to God at night when I close my eyes,
I can still see this little lost girl inside
And I don't know how to help her, I don't know what to do
Supposed to have this figured out but I'm so confused
For years I cried myself to sleep every night
Lived one day at a time, trying to just stay alive
And I knew people had it worse,
But that didn't make me better

I thought we were one and the same
Us against them and their dumb little game
Well I guess I got played, head in the sand and my heart on stage
Missed it, oh so twisted, going to my grave all up tight fisted
Never mind I'm gonna be fine, too much on the line to sit and cry

Oh, like don’t you think I know
This is not the end of me, this is not the end of me

Test my reality, check if there's a weak spot
Clinging to insanity in hopes the world will ease up
Try and make it look like it's all somehow getting better
˜Cause I know how to play it pretty good against the measure

Everyone started out a little insane
But we learned pretty quick how to fake it for the game
But some of you never learned to drop the act

Проверить мою реальность, проверить, если есть слабое место
Цепляясь помешательство в надежде мир будет полегче
Попробуйте и сделать его похожим на это все как-то налаживается
Потому что я знаю как играть в нее довольно неплохо против этой меры

Все начали немного безумным
Но мы узнали довольно быстро, как имитировать игру
Но некоторые из вас так и не научился притворяться