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Can you see the tears I cry? Slowly falling from my eye
Blurring all the colors of living
Why did you leave me standing alone to drown?
I'm calling and I am falling down

This blue and red and white is just blurring in my sight
I am shouting from the world here inside me
I am not really sure what I'm looking for

Whenever I don't feel at ease the tears are slowly falling on my knees
And when I'm done with that I start to fall asleep in my exhaustion
I am honest

The nights like that are on repeat, they are consistent yet seem so incomplete
And when I wake I am at another suffocating morning

The worry and regret and neverending darkness

Right now I'm telling myself I won't disregard
The wind is blowing, to the unknowing
I guess, there's a few things you'd be certain of
Their surely quite few, far fewer than we knew

Is it because my thoughts just leave and go?
Am I to blame 'cause my heart belongs to one I don't know?
All that is left is the pain that is taking control

As time is passing on and all my limbs are slowly growing along
The things to love's a multiplying song
And its growth, is racing at a stupid rate, my only option is hate
So I just have to throw them out with no doubt

And so that I am able to provide you with love
The greedy person that hides inside me
Would soon see, that he would have to stop adoring everything that he is;

Crossing the distant night, concurring the mountains height
Wandering the seas of the sand, roaming the land

A shadow rises high, flickering in the sky
Just once appears for your sight, here in the night

The voices of the divine, delusions they enshrine
The people from that time, gone long ago

As I lay your body in the ground, and then leave you behind
A train of thought slowly passes by, it's a sin in my mind
And the happiness, so shimmering bright, hiding deep in those eyes
And the attraction, so strong, it couldn't wear a disguise

The question still lingers, why does sin exist?
The question is, why is it punishment persist?

Just where am I, it's black and white
When I met you, I thought my heart would die
Where I stood I fell to my knees just to cry
Deep in my heart, I fall apart
All my memories they slowly fade away
And my voice can't reach out and beg them all to stay

Here I am, and I smile, happiness, makes me fly

There is just one thing I'd like to ask you
'Cause I want to know what's true
So tell me how exactly you feel about me
Then I called you over to the corner of the science lab not far
Now let me ask: "Who is it that you really are?"

What exactly is it that I am to guys like you?
'Cause I would just really like to know

Let me hear the voice that you are freeing
And erase this sinking heart I'm fleeing
I will paint the canvas, now it's bleeding
Of the lies I am receiving
Again~

Feeling that I have reached this place
Never-ending deluding space

"All that we are living for, is for us to say goodbye"
I just don't recall at all, who it was that said this line
But I feel that there is nothing wrong with saying such a thing
I just turn ahead to what my life will bring

"If we ever meet someone, we will surely part as well"
I just don't recall at all, who it was that this would tell
But if that's the case then why should I then start on something new?

A chest is aching from a piercing pain
The blood is dripping 'cause the blade has slain
Retaining only what was warm and kind
So many voices simply were left behind

It's just absurd with all the names to add
The labels just consist of "good" and "bad"
And all the hatred that's consumed inside

7AM and I wake up, it's typical
And all my thoughts just whirl so I must come clean
Like everyday it's just repeating, now it's usual
Words you say and how you smile is routine

The love I feel is really riding a one-way street
Nearby or far, please turn in my direction
But if I turn to you and try to confess when we meet

"You told me so many things...
Yet, you have no idea... That the words you said...
Killed me on the inside...
And now... Look what you turned me into."

Emotions I feel they turn to none
I broke, I broke, them one by one
The smile that I had through all these years

Now I'll tell you what this is about
It's between us, we all call it doubt
Where we stand in the faint gentle breeze
I can feel my heart standing, why did it freeze?
Can you tell me why fate it chose you?
I don't know it, so what should I do?
If you're smiling like that towards me
I will never let go, it's kinda silly

Just when I'd finally see
there was a light before me
Appearing from my own palm

Let's show the light to someone who will suffice
Just because it shines so bright, and 'cause sharing is nice

This deep void has yet to reach its stop

Heard the sound of waves around, from far away the echo just sway
The sky above is nearly in tears, it's wrapping me to ease my fears
Our beating hearts they start to dash, our overlapping shadows they clash
Our happy days, I thought they'd remain, but now I see that it was all in vain

Remembering a world of dreams on this canvas it is flowing in streams
Pretending I was hit by a curse I just continue painting for the worse

"When death comes in silence, it strikes without warning"

If someday, these feelings just would fade away
Heal with time, like entering a paradigm
Searching around, for you whom I just never have found
Wandered and stayed, through circles of the seasons that fade

And these wings that I carry have simply forgotten how to reach to the sky, but the warmth that is sends can wake them to fly

The powdery snow, so fluttery flow, its painting so bright, puts the mountain in white
And inside a house decaying two souls remain
Holding tight, in the night, because it's cold there once again
"I'll never forget, it snowed when we met."
You showed me a smile when you lowly told me that line
Just to hide my face in crimson I'd turn to you
And with your sleeve, I do believe you were my aid anew

You're the queen of the country and I'm a servant of yours
We were twins right from the start that from fate got torn apart
I will try to protect you from everything that hurts
And I'll do as you'll say, even the evil way

Born into a world where everyone expected the best
Blessed by all the bells that rang up in the high without rest
But our parents planed just how we'd be of very best use

What is the purpose of the fighting we go through?
I hope the dissatisfied feelings of yours will leave you
You overdo it - Your calm and that's my cue
Hey recall, once and for all, back then did you really smile too?

My love and emotions - Mixed inside my heart
But if I just cling to you - Then we will never have to part
In order to make it right - Yesterday my past

"You told me so many things...
Yet, you have no idea... That the words you said...
Killed me on the inside...
And now... Look what you turned me into."

Emotions I feel they turn to none
I broke, I broke, them one by one
The smile that I had through all these years

Although my eyes are spinning
Right, wrong, they are now beginning
To line up the same

All my expressed emotion
Through synesthesia's notion
Turning frame by frame

When having a path that you are supposed to go
It's something that you can proudly show
Looking at the future which then was delayed
We all just watched upon the hopeful dreams we made

If I'm kept from meeting you, this dream won't come true
It's lying devastated like spheres separated
If wishes I pursue will someday come true

I'm pretty simple and that's honesty
I'm being led by curiosity like usually
You're pretty monotone, it's true; well then
Let's laugh it off and make our words
Start to dance up high and line up thereby

Look at how the sky is blue, perfectly so clear as new
We are breathing deeply with our chilly hearts

How the river flows, is comparable in my mind
Painting all you hear, sound and color are intertwined
Blowing wind will pass, and so softly caress my cheeks
Some nostalgia, blurring up all my memories

The great sky, is starting to move away
Memories are fading just as the day
And as if, someone cut my chest and took what I own