- Dead Wrong
I wrote your name down on a piece of paper
I tried my best, but I couldn't remember
The way your face lit up when you looked at me
I fear I'm starting to forget the way we used to be
Your flaws corrupt my anguished mind
They keep me up at night
They tear down my bones from the inside
- Fences
I look back at the mess you left inside my head
I realize what a nervous wreck I actually am
I swore I wouldn't die a tradesman
like every other prick in the town that we grew up in
who you'll probably end up with
I don't think about you anymore
cause memories of you are like a treadmill,
- Gold Rush
if i don't start sleeping on the floor again
i'll be testing out my patience
i wasn't always selfish
and I'm starting to think that there's a reason
that i couldn't keep our trust; i think started to see through you
cause gold can't rust
i woke up and i thought i'd felt the end again
- home alone
These hands are broken and calloused but nobody seems to notice
And you yelled it into permanence
Have you ever come to hate the very thing that you helped to create
'Cause that's how I feel every day
I am expendable
But I guess that's just the way things go
I'm a ghost in foreign postal codes
- No good
Где твоё уважение?
Неужели твой отец ничему не научил тебя перед своим уходом.
Я не вернусь назад, о, нет, я не вернусь назад, не вернусь.
Моё сознание было непреступным, но ты знала, как его покорить.
Наступая из окопов и штурмуя моё убежище,
День за днём, я сталкивался с яростью, которую породил,
Никогда не думал, что это случится со мной в 19.
- ponder
I’m losing all the faith I have in my ability to breathe
From pondering the second chances or the possibility
Of getting my teeth off this curb while your foot rests easily
On the back of my head
I’d push down harder if it were me
I’ll tell you everything is copacetic
I’ll tell you everything is copacetic
- Poor Excuses
So I'll sit and wallow in my shit while you spit your poor excuses
Such poor excuses about how you don't want to be the one to leave
Because of the promise that you knew you wouldn't keep
What if I came over and took back last October?
What if I came in and we talked about November?
Well, I remember
(I wish that you would just grow up)
- Pretense
I’ll take it inward so no one sees
While you find slumber on tops of trees
And after all of this I still find it hard to breathe
I taught myself things you never did
You need a spine like I need new skin
But neither will ever happen
How dare you guilt me for not sticking around
- Stationary
Let’s get some time and distance between us
A little further than the mind can see
Just give me space to breathe
I'm writing down my memories
But you’re so stationary
This is getting heavy and I want nothing more than to see you
How are things back home when I’m gone?
- Swing
I've been feeling stagnant and cracked underneath
I try to sleep it off but I can feel it in my dreams
I'll give them what they wanna see
A kid lost in his twenties
Oh, what a sight to see
Constant pressure weighing down on me
It gets better, they want me to believe
- Untitled
Silhouettes on the ceiling
I’ve been much better but at least I’m healing
You know I haven’t slept since you left but for me that’s progress
For me that's progress
I’ve been fraying at the fabric
Strung out and biting on the back of my bottom lip
I’ll tell you everything is copacetic
- Your Back Porch
It's 4am again and I'm falling asleep with the headphones in
It shouldn't be like this.
And it's so hard to act like I'm over this
When everything you said tore my heart out of my chest.
I just wanna feel something again.
I'm not innocent.
Not in the least bit.