- Hopeless pt I
Life betrayed me once again.
One final action, one final wound
Will bleed on my heart forever.
One final sadness... One final step
On the road of self-destruction.
Don't try to help me now
When I fall further in despair.
Time has stopped... Days are frozen
- Hopeless pt II
Can you feel my despair...
Hear my hopeless cries of agony,
Watch the blood flow from my torn heart;
Blood that means nothing to you..
Mistake, a promise broken and regret,
The gloomy years lived in torment.
And now that you forever left
- My Final Thoughts
18. of May. 10:48.
It feels so hard to describe what do I feel right now, I have been trying again and again to do this.
I just can't.
I've lost all my feelings. What I used to love before, what used to please me, I don't feel anymore.
I don't feel joy, I don't feel anger.
I feel nothing but the emptiness and inner cold.
I feel like I'm watching this world from the side, through the glass.
I am here right now, but I am no more.
- Oceans
So cold, so far
From me you are
My distant star…
The oceans of despair, the oceans of my tears
separating me from you
So many words unsaid, so many thoughts unspoken
I swallow my hurt and walk along the shore
- Trapped Within Nightmares
Madness. The moon stains the dusk.
locked within the womb of insanity, suffocated by corrupted red walls.
I am trapped in dimension of agony. Detached from reality, lost in delusion.
Echoes of dying screams filling my mind.
No way out. No way out.
Distant visions of sorrow tearing my throat with silent shrieks.
My dreams were murdered before my eyes.
Violated joy, abused hope.