- - Fallout
An empty room,
I'm empty too
And everything reminds me of you
So many things
I shouldn't have missed
The more that I push
And the more you resist
It's easy to say it's for the best
- Acadia
In the house I grew up in
My room in the basement
The hours turning
To years we've spent
Remember Chris in the back yard
Laughing so damn hard
And no one knew why
But the rest is forgotten
- Alibis
From the scrapes and bruises
To the familiar abuses
I'll kick and scream but it never changed anything
I could spill my guts out
Wearing my best little girl pout
And I almost missed it
But nobody said that this was gonna be easy
- Alive Again
"Alive Again"
I felt it turn to come and go
don't worry no one ever knows
I don't know why it just won't die
It breaks me in to stay alive
I know it hurt a lot like you
C'mon I know that you felt it too
- All To Myself
I don't patronize, I realize
I'm losing and this is my real life.
I am half asleep, and I am wide awake.
This habit is always so hard to break.
I don't want to be the bad guy,
I've been blaming myself and I think you know why.
I'm killing time, and time's killing you
- Beside You
When your tears are spent on your last pretense
And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense
When it's in your spine like you've walked for miles
And the only thing you want is just to be still for a while
If your heart wears thin I will hold you up
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you
- By Now
How've you been?
Can I come in?
Just came to get my things, and then I guess I'm leaving.
If I could say, what you'd like to hear,
I'd whisper in your ear, it's only temporary.
But I've been taking you for granted
And I thought you'd feel the same as me.
- Celebrity Status
I look around, round, look around and look it over
I take it up, up take it out and take you nowhere
Trading in who I've been for shiny celebrity skin
I like to push it and push it until my luck is over
It never stop stops, never stops, well you better
Think it over prima donna you don't want to sever
All the work to impress, charming girls out of their dresses
Smiling pretty, well, pretty will swallow you forever
- Cross My Heart
So here's another day I'll spend away from you
Another night, I'm on another broken avenue
My bag is ripped and worn but then again now so am I
Take what you wanna, take what you wanna, take what you
I miss the stupid things, we'd go to sleep and then
You'd wake me up and kick me out of bed at 3 a.m.
Pick up the phone and hear you saying dirty things to me
- Decided to Break It
All the concrete words around here
I'm the bad seed, I think I swallowed it whole
You're the compromise that never falls through
Never left behind on the break down
A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before
A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door
With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore
- Desperate Measures
Gonna make a heart-throb out of me
Just a bit of minor surgery
These desperate times call for desperate measures
I'll give you something to cry about
Show some skin, and would be, caché
How could you let this get to desperate measures now?
For a first effort this,
- Ever After
(2011 - Ever After)
Once upon a time
I used to romanticize
Used to be somebody, never mind
I don't miss it that much now
I think it's sinking in
The days that I wonder where I've been
- Fallout
An empty room,
I'm empty too
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
So many things that
I shouldn't have missed
The more that I push
And the more you resist
- Far From Here
And I wondered why you came for all this after so long
When it ripped into you like the son you never were
And I don't think this is what you wanted now
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
- Feeling Small
This one's of you, taking your pill
You sometimes forget, and that's okay I guess
This one's of me at my sister's wedding day
All my faces, they all were wasted
You're barely breathing, I know
What if it started to show?
- Fix Me
All the times I tried to steal my best for you
And I threw it up to keep it down
And watch it burn I hate the sound
I, I know just how you feel
'Cause I don't know how it ever got away
'Cause I still feel all the things I did before
When you used to need it more
- Good to You
Everyone's around, no words are coming out,
And i can't find my breath
Can we just say the rest with no sound.
And i know this isn't enough, i still don't measure up.
I know i'm not prepared;
Sorry is never there when you need it.
And i do want you to know
- Haven't Had Enough
Testing, testing, I'm just suggesting,
You and I might not be the best thing,
Exit, exit, somehow I guessed it right, right,
But I still want you, want you,
Don't mean to taunt you, If you leave now,
I'll come back and haunt you,
You'll remember, return to sender now, now
- Lover Dearest
This place is a hole
but I don't wanna go
i wish we could stay here forever alone
this time that we waste
but i still love your taste
don't let him take my place
don't just sit there
- Low
Tear those pictures off the wall
I don't think I will need them all again
I think the problem here is there's nothing wrong
I guess that I can coast along for now
Little bit, little more, There's something missing
I'm missing the point I did before
- Masterpiece Theatre II
I will softly pull away
In this broken beautiful mess I've made
And in the dead of quiet I will slowly fade
In this masterpiece I made
I'll burn out and slip away
And this is just a part I portray
You're beautiful, can I hide in you and stay here
- Masterpiece Theatre III
"Masterpiece Theatre III"
I've got a new disease in me,
I've got a friend that's losing sleep,
I take it hard, it's hard to take, I'm wide awake.
One more confession, discretion's not what I need to sell,
I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself and now
That's just how I tell I'm wise-awake
- No Place Like Home
There's no yellow bricks to follow back and run from that disaster
Familiar sins come crashing in
And sever forever and after
My old friend its time I leave you here
For once for all in frozen alabaster
Believe me
There's no place like home
- Perfect
Please sing to me,
I can see you open up to breathe.
Fast words make it easier on me,
If the points to, never disappoint you,
Somebody's got to tell me what to do
Just to wish you could've seen me
When it used to come so easy.
I'd like to say that it's easy to stay
- Porcelain
You thought by now
You'd have it figured out
You can't erase the way it pulls
When seasons change
It hurts sometimes
To find where you begin
You are perfect porcelain
- Primetime
This is the dying, you are the disease,
And I smile like Ritalin, the razor and me.
This is the falling, you are the underground,
This is the deep end, you are the drowning.
One more hit and you'll get better,
Tin foil, cigarettes, you'll be okay.
This is not an after-school special,
- Say Anything
I never took you for a trick but sometimes I don't know what you want
I can take it if you need to take this out on someone
That little thing with her head held so high
Talking tough when I cut myself so I could feel something I know is not a lie
That one stings a little
I'm always in the middle
- September
Stop dragging around
I think that somebody knows
(turn it up, turn it up)
I think that somebody knows
(turn it up, turn it up)
So they can watch me explode
Another piece of me is gone again
- Shake Tramp
Did I let you down to get that sound
And break my knees to get release
And you needed some just to take you from
And I hit you more
Is your face still sore?
Sorry but I tried
It was never mine
- Sicker Things
Backwards leaving, game we're beating
Stupid reasons, useless feelings
I wasn't that surprised (It's always part of my)
Awkward attempts to stay gone
I remain unknown
I'm bleeding where I bled
- So Soon
You say, sometimes, it's like I hardly know you
And maybe there's somethings I never showed you
Sometimes you're certain, but just can't get it working at all
You say to yourself somebody better
Will understand you more than I ever
I'll shake his hand, and smile, and say I understand. Well I do
That don't mean I don't think about you
- Stutter
I know I never make this easy
It's easy for you to disappear
You say give me something that I can go on
Together, yeah, anywhere but here
Sing it back
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh oh
Hey yeah
- The Killing Kind
I roam these halls, search the night
In hopes that I may see
A remnant trace, a glimpse of you
I stare into the deep
Saying I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
I know my love can be
The deep stares back, speaks to me
I know my love can be the killing kind
- This Means War
[Verse 1]
So nice to see ya here
Impolite would only be beneath us
It's been what? Half a year?
Like nothing ever happened in-between us
Fill me in on how you've been
And I would tell you anything you'd like to hear now
- Toy Soldiers
Who’ll be my Montague now,
To this broken Capulet
How, how, how if not for you
And you’ll be my local hero
Be my role model
And don’t, don’t, don’t fail me now
(My love)
- Truth or Dare
[Verse 1]
Now follow me down to it
Just follow me down to do it
Nobody will know how you come, and you go for it
Not gonna get dangerous, you don’t got to worry about us
Somebody to give what you get
And you get what you need now
- Кросс май херт
So here's another day I'll spend away from you
Another night, I'm on another broken avenue
My bag is ripped and worn but then again now so am I
Take what you wanna, take what you wanna, take what you
I miss the stupid things, we'd go to sleep and then
You'd wake me up and kick me out of bed at 3 a.m.
Pick up the phone and hear you saying dirty things to me