- A Eulogy For the Living Lost
Those forgetful few will walk from your side
Left alone to face the congregation
A small triumph to see the rays of light
There's no need for sin where you're going
Can you hear them calling
The faceless come to pass
Cold night under the veil
- All The Beauty Twice Again
A moonlit breeze softly flows past the ancient night.
Always calling out to the saints who hear nothing.
Never to see the royality of age, and the beauty of life.
Fortune comes for all man, inside a fragile wish.
Forever sending guides of hope unto this very flame.
To burn away every dream. All the beauty, twice again.
To whisper in the wind. Follow me to the edge of the sun, where only the coldest of hearts can survive.
Laughing to mock me, in sadness we dwell. Standing alone, all time stands still, for you.
- Amour Of The Harp
Fear not my angel for the silent dove will take flight again. You
will never need your tears as long as the air is free to soar. So
smell the flower of hope and indulge in its sweet pollen. Examine
your body for it is a product of extreme beauty. Never enter a
state of lust without a vision of me and together we will rock the
pillars of heaven through a state of ecstasy. We watch the sun set
deep within the sky. we lose all thoughts of yesterday. Look deep
into my eyes and see the trust in me for I am a power stronger
- Aura Blue
Today, I am a different man, yesterday was meaningless.
I once saw with the sight of a God,
and I hear the voices pray.
My dreams were reality, even the darkest of all cast aside.
It reaches out to grab my throat,
and squeeze the breath from me,
to show me sights of days to come,
and nights of restlessness.
- Autumn Reflection
I remember yesterday
The rain fell to the earth
For I dream of your arrival
And color my dark world with faith
Knowing you would be the strong one
To keep my focus in close view
- Bestow My Desire
My hands are bound, by the sound of a bell. A chime I cherish and respect.
A divine song, played upon my chest and echoing through my soul.
Not a voice, nor any angel can bring me to my knees faster, then the softness of it's touch.
Drowning my strength, as it turns into my tears. Weakness prevails as I'm swallowed deep into trance.
Whispering tones, emerge from my bliss. They surround my heart in gold.
To only touch the physical side would lock me in for eternity.
- Broken
I am broken.
In spirit, body, and mind
Forever cold to faith in life
Mother of night, embrace me
I have not forgotten
Looking back on the years of last
With so much pain to bare
I am broken
- Buried
I will drag you down to the earth
I will torture you as you once did to me
I will fill your soul with pain
I will make you pray for your death
The darkest place is where I make you mine
Deep within the human heart
Hidden away from the eyes of your kind
- Chorus Of Jasmine
Between my love, and my heart lies a weeping willow. Shading the
Secret of our yearning. This perfect place is ours. But the
Sunrise is mine. It will always remind me of our passion. Gaze
Into It's beauty and lose yourself in my arms. For this is a night
Of pure perfection and nothing can take that away. Now my Eden has
A queen and I will stop at nothing to give you my rhapsody. Please
Accept my life and in exchange, give yourself to me. You will have
No fears. I will protect you until I die but without you, my death
- Dark Fields For Brilliance
Solid shades of passions lie
With countless eyes to stare your sleep
Wallow in terror of nights fetal embrace
Cold tongues taste the fear
A dark vision to scare my soul
And shy away as the madness calls upon me
To close my eyes at the end of day
- Dark World Burden
I remember yesterday
The rain fell to the earth
For I dream of your arrival
And color my dark world with faith
Knowing you would be the strong one
To keep my focus in close view
- Dawn Breaks
Dawn Breaks
And here we walk eluding the night
Telling you tales of how I am lost
You know things now that I can't explain
And I must avoid your beg for words
I can see by the look in your eyes
The trust you once had is gone
- Dominate The Human Strain
Where has your savior gone to, for now he’s left you here alone
The aftermath of natures hand, striking down the weak and frail
Dominate the human strain
A judgement day has come upon us, to separate the right and wrong
The fear of God in your solitude, creates this hell born faceless mask
Bathe in the blood of his name, the elders crutch will crucify
Dominate the human strain, carry on this reckless farce
There is no turning back now, the flood will carry in the filth
- Drown The Inland Mere
A gray line divides where the shadows blur
There is nothing left within your empty smile
Nothing will change, the tide will still rise
Hold me under water
Drown the inland mere
Into this darkness I forever hold my loss
Only a moments time to scream my name
A shell of what I was, I’ll never let you go
- Empathy's Greed
How could I know, just how you feel?
The deafening silence is too much to take
With just one wish
For morbid bliss
To seek the heart
And collide as fools
- For Every Leaf That Falls
Embrace the silence and listen to me. Our time is short and my words are pure. For every song the angels sing and for every leaf that falls, I will be thinking of you and I'll blow you a kiss. I used to dream of the blue in your eyes, now my dreams are color blind. Clenching my fist to crush this pain, Its always the hate in my smile that devours me. Transcending down far beneath my means. A final breath of you to keep with me. Infantile tears are melting the morning snow. And shiver I will, for the heat in you is gone. Never forget to smile as you look upon this world. Somewhere I'll remain alone thinking of the morning past.
- Forever With Unopened Eye
Enjoy the sunlight and ride the winds
Forever warm for I see now
Happiness facades my sorrow
This outer smile is torn by grief
And my sunlight soon fades away
And I watch in silence lost here in a poetic trance
My paradise pounds inside my chest
- Hamartia
Reach for the stars
I want it all
Right here where the storm begins
Diminished by waste
Cursed by the one who stands
You can't steal my thoughts anymore
Crawling through these halls of misery
Who are you to say that love is dead?
- Harmony Divine
Come follow me,
in the dark void running away from the burning of the fallen sun.
The pain I have shown you is more than anyone could endure,
It is your end as shown in a dream.
I can carry you - far from this place,
only time will heal - the truth I give.
Empathy for the helpless ones,
I can't save them all from the darkness that encircles us,
- Harvest Scythe
Prison walls contain my laugh*
Knowing you can’t keep me down
I will escape from your pathetic trap
Greeted by the grand applause
I am the hate within your soul
I feed the anger you tried to hide
In the end you locked me away
- I Hurt Those I Adore
The victim of fools that divide
Torn between right and wrong
Knowing change will bring rebirth
All but time that has passed me by
Please hear me now
Just before I fall from grace
- If Forever
On the days you long for me
And the cold nights of grey
(Hear me)
I ask you to forgive me
And bow my head in shame
- In Faith
Falling down, far from Grace.
Confusing me, for these gifts I have received.
Challenging, the faith I have in tomorrow.
Open eyes, to witness this miracle.
Cure the sick, or destroy a world, this gift is mine, to wield its strength.
What's right and wrong,
It's my decision, no man alive, can deny me that.
Cloudy skies, and blood-filled moons, worldwide plagues, and raging tides.
- In Memories Past
The scent of you is always on my mind,
searching for the strength to carry on.
Buried deep within my soul,
your memory will punish me.
I no longer see a future with your smile.
When shadows fall dark upon your stone,
and dying leaves have covered all the words,
I hold the answers to the questions that I dare not speak.
- In The Absence Of Grace
Heaven is so far away from this Hell, Carried by the wings of shadows pain
Why did you turn your back, And leave me without your grace
Fallen so far away from the light, Courage will no longer be by my side
I stand here all alone, Waiting for you to see my need
I'll give my life for you, You'll see the fallen man
Heaven is so far away from this Hell, Carried by the wings of shadows pain
- Into Night's Requiem Infernal
2000 years, the child, the king
Taunted by the demons who prey
Beyond this day, foreseen by your God
Where is he when the darkness comes?
They come for him, hatred bound
Evil guided by the only son
Remove the one they fear the most
- Just Breathe
I imagine the mirror on your wall
Reflecting years of forgotten past
Looking deep into the eyes that hide
I'm wishing for brighter days
Just breathe beautiful one
As life hands you a stunning smile
Wear the crown and hold the future
- Last God
Please take this away,
I never wanted this pain.
Why have you left me here all alone?
I will always cry for you.
Catching the fallen tears from my eyes,
dreaming of life with you,
all is lost tonight.
This pain is killing me,
- Lazarus Regret
Not one day goes by that I don't realize
You're nothing without the pain
Deep within my heart, I know I've lost control
Temptation, you're dead to me
Pray to your God
Mourning the Lazarus regret
- Leaving This
For many years you’ve been my life, I’ve been thankful for our time
From rainy days to snow filled nights, you’ve always been there for me
And nows the time I say farewell, for I’m leaving this all behind me
To walk away with tears and pride, mourn not the loss, honor the memory
For lives I’ve touched, and those returned, this was only a moment in time
I need you to know before I’m gone, It’s always been for you
- Lost In A Day
I can't control when I was afraid
So far away, from any choice I have
Here in this day, I continue to fear
Simple as I am, It's always on my mind
Somewhere inside, a voice is heard
To remind me that I have lost control
- My Agony, My Ecstasy
Gorge in my darkness, for all to laugh at me. My undying love,
that you hold in chains. Bound by reality, controlling my every
thougt. Visions of your beauty, deep in my memory. Please try to
forgive me. The pain always returns. Yesterdays smile is tomorrows
tears. Oh God, What have I done? Our love together was strong. A
bond between two souls. Lost within my slumber. Tonight I sleep
alone. My mind no longer lusts, My heart no longer loves. Half my
life is gone from me. A mistake I must endure. Containing my
- Nothing Earthly Save The Thrill
(Sorrow) Fearless is the heart of he who divides the Gods.
For I could never expose my heart to such madness.
Can you hear it calling? Can you hear the sound?
The bell tolls once for every hour in my life. Each chime tells a new tale.
Tales of sorrow, and pain.
But when will it play the song of love?
Drowning in this sea of misery, I never lose hope.
Can you see why I carry such a mountain of pain?
- Rain
Rain
Becoming one with madness, a chaos to embrace
Struggling for my sanity, clear skies turning gray
My demons stand before me, and taunt my every thought
The only way to cleanse my soul, is drown my dirt with rain
Water now engulfs me, it burns my sins away
- Reaping Forest Calm
Cowards form the veil. Sampling of the salt. Desire looking glass.
In evening they shall come. Pity stains our hands. Insects bite my eyes.
Forever calling home. Reaping forest calm. Long painful hymns, a dirge of blackened day.
Falling to my knees to kiss the horses tongue. Moonlight invades, cancerous lust. Drawing a smile, bold men have tried.
With sugar we taste, through darkness we fall. In memories lost hope, I seal my eyes. Through vertigo's touch, and a northern winds breeze, onward I search and forever I'm lost.
It feels like an eternity since I last saw the light on your face, and if I recall, you left me the wind and taught me to fly.
I must have you for one last time and I will pay for my sins with one thousand lashes from the roses stem across the very chest that holds my beating heart.
- Sadness Rains
Mournful overcast, sorrowful state. Gray distant sky, pensive
turmoil. In heavy spirits, wretched, forlorn. Joyless and dismal,
stricken with grief. Lightning evades a world overhead. Angels in
tears, sadness rains. Pouring tear drops, from heavens above.
Essence of purity, on hell stricken land. Blind to the fact, no
shame in unleashed. Buried in agony, the storm prevails. One with
sadness, joined eternally. Wallow in misery, 'till death do us
part.
- Searching The Betrayal
I have searched for the words and emptiness is all I find.
The countless lies of love that fell from spoken dreams. (her)
What do I say to a man who knows my thoughts?
I thought I loved you in the lifetime we shared,
but I always knew you were never the one.
Even though you made me your queen,
the feelings for you never grew.
Wasted time in life pass by, shattered mirrors we built as one.
- Shadow Play
A single movement attracts my attention
A quick turn to see it disappear
My struggle to witness what is real
Thoughts prey on a realistic view
Here is where the daylight fade
Darkness leans on a morbid cain
- Shadows Of Light
A dream, shown to me by countless shapes.
Visions that will never leave my mind.
Voices that cry out to me.
Saddened by the wars within,
and lifted high above the crowds below.
Spirit felt promises that wind the clocks of time,
and pass me by in a sudden rage of light.
In shadows I am prophecy.
- Silent Tomorrow
Eternity - A gift I no longer want.
Forever - I can't go on with these endless nights.
My sanity has been stripped away.
Everything is beauty, and I have no love to share.
Silent tomorrow, I want to live my life once more.
Visions of grandeur, I want to taste the void extreme.
Each time I close my eyes, I only wish for my end to come.
No angels sing for me, and the light of my life dims away.
- Six Sides
She once told me the box is where it lives
Within those six sides, the enemy hides
The power escapes under its cold breath
And it’s my responsibility to watch it die.
These years provide the stepping stone
And it grows stronger before my eyes
I chose to keep it alive
- Suffer The Red Dream
I can see the twilight and twisted shadows it creates.
I can hear the heartbeat of lifes lost sorrow.
Never once can one man dream the absence of a holy shrine.
Eating dirt to fill this void that remains empty and dry.
Liquid from my tears that plummet for eternity,
Help to drown the flowers and sprout yet another cry.
For all these fallen angels and the Gods in which they serve,
Where will they go when it all comes crashing down?
- Swallowed By The Moon
I'm sorry you will never know me,
But know I always loved you.
Will you remember when I kept you safe?
Will you remember when I made you smile?
Once again the daylight fades, and I'm swallowed by the moon
Will tomorrow bring a new day of hope?
Will this experience fill you with rage?
- Tears Of The Beautiful
Please walk from the shadows. I want to see your eyes. They shine
of lost souls and compassion for life. I don't understand why do
you cry? The tears of the beautiful dry like moisture on a winters
day. Such happiness in her face and radiance in a smile. Although
I cannot hear her voice she speaks with the tongue of an angel.
Two souls dance in Novembers air depending on each others trus.t
Silently turning in circles following the soft violins. Can I be
so bold, as to ask for a kiss? All I dream is her, I've known her
- The Brave Pawn
I curse the day I believed in you
For I put my trust in your heart
I'm punished for the seeds I've sown
The fool had cost me more than words
I am the one possessed by night
The bastard who broke you down
Torturing the pawn in pure delight
- The Dark Host
The dark host where green stands tall
The emotion of Summer fades
Conscience versus consequence
With a pure possession of fall
This is the law, the law of the land
Where Angels earn their keep
The dark light, the dark light curse
- The Day I Return
I can't believe, the hell that has taken my life.
Stripped me away, from every hope and dream.
Countless days, for a thousand years,
in a cold and lonely place,
I right the wrongs.
On solid ground, and a mind now clear,
it all seems to have left me,
forever wanting no more.
- The Dead Leaf Echo
Since the day I let you believe, that a grand life I would provide
I am haunted by the failure you see before you, consuming the echo
To travel the road of our dreams, with my back against the wall
All I can do, is look the other way, and pretend that your face held a smile.
Not to see your sullen eyes, staring past my soul, into the darkness of night.
I feel I've failed you, when we both know, I never had the chance, to say hello.
- The Fifth Day of March
Where have you gone, so much was left unsaid
Just one more chance to speak to you again
I find myself at a loss for words
My search for answers only you would provide
All those years we watched you live your life
With sacrifice, the honor and the pride
What to do now, I have nowhere left to turn
The unknown calls to my deepest loss
- The Jealous Sun
Awaken my soul and open my eyes
Show me the journey and feed my mind
Take me away to lands of green
Forever falling through Gods black veil
Darker spirits than this, have fallen past my eyes
Even through this twilight, my smile lies to me
I can smell the scent of dark and cold winters frost
Deeper in the void we look searching for a golden glance
- The Lifeless Silhouette
I just want to close my eyes
So I can forget about today
Forget about what lies tomorrow
And only take place in the realm of paradise
To be beaten each day
And lower my head
As if its my own fault
Forgotten about as night falls
- The Novella Reservoir
Hurtful summoning of Gods left behind
And with great cause you’ll suffer in pain
Your words fall upon deaf ears
Never again to swallow the lies
You’re not the savior of this world, a simple life has come to pass
You’re not the answer to my faith, I’ll never give you what you need
- The Pale Haunt Departure
Born upon angelic dirt
we crawl from filth to rise
Speak my name for the sake of life
For this creed will slowly turn
Light escapes this shell of mine
The pale haunt departure
A dying wish to rise again
- The Spirit Seed
In just one breath
Your dreams will fade
A moment in time
For fear to embrace
The future... is my enemy
Long days.... and endless nights
- The Voice Of Failure
I struggle to reach above the fault, In the same moment of collapse
Born to suffer by the fate of this world, come with me now, and bleed
Visions of the promised land, I close my eyes and angels die
No man alive can stop the bleed, and now I hear the voice of failure
A deeper hunger I have for fear, we’re bound to the eyes of his plea
Fingers running across my scars, the beauty of my lonely heart
Visions of the promised land, I close my eyes and angels die
No man alive can stop the bleed, and now I hear the voice of failure
- They Were Left To Die
Drawn upon insight to purify
Voices call to a sinners world
One by one, gagged and bound
Hollow eyes, they were left to die
Right from wrong, lines divide
Black and White, obey his word
- Torn
(life)
I long for days like this
My heart pounds when you are near
The gift of life
Treasure it, for it is pure
Embrace it with all your heart
Not a thousand years of pain
- Twilight Innocence
I wonder what she dreams about
Perhaps my arms that hold her tight
All the love that warms her heart
Peaceful sleep till dawns new day
I will always keep watch over you
To keep you safe when you are scared
- When Desperation Fills the Void
The parting is now upon our kind
Dividing the weak from the strong
Left alone in the moonlight dance
Day to day we drift further and further away
I refuse to die for you
My scars are more then I need to prove
Tomorrow brings a life without grief
- With Rue And Fire
Walking alone with a tempting grin
To follow the voice that guides a small frown
Sobs echo past these blinded eyes
And deny me of my happiness
Dismal shades of light brightens my path
To solitude and sympathy
In some sick way I enjoy my pain
- Within My Flesh
My bride to comfort me
when all seems lost
A kiss upon my brow
to soften my suffering
She means so well
I haven't the heart
To tell her
my smile was forced.