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Your scent
The smell of flowers in decay
So sad
The way you sit there, rotting away

So young
With a lot of plans and dreams
They’re lost

A land with mountains of depressiveness.

Peaks of black, touch the sky.
Surrounded by fog, no signs of life.

Living a life of subconsciousness,
In these mountains of depressiveness.

I see bulbs of light flashing by
Souls with different goals
They've all got various destinies
So many but on their own

They're moving fast
A life like this won't last

Raped by society.
A useless life for me.
Into eternity.
One with the sea.

The waves cleanse away the pain.
The salt takes away my name.
Only leaving my soul to be,

Roses on my grave,
Withered.
My headstone crumbles,
Forgotten.

Since the day I died,
You mourned for over a year.
I saw the way you cried.

You've got a bewildered look in your eyes
Don't know whether I should laugh or cry
So serene but at the same time you look crazed
Like an angel that fell from grace

I remember the times when you were still innocent
Unspoiled and pure without this torment
Looking at you now is a contradiction

Lowlands Green through which I fly.
These colours of joy I see in the sky.
Travelling in an incredible high.

These flights through lowlands green.
Heaven is what it seems.
Cannabolistic dreams.

Mixed feelings about what we had and what could have been
Never thought there would come a time you would leave
Thinking back I probably was too blind to see
You were daceptive with tricks up your sleeve

Things were all fine or so it seemed
Your fake stories made my heart bleed
You could have been honest and tell me we were done

Things need to change
The past keeps haunting me
I need to get away
From all the memories I still see

Cut all connections
Leave everything I used to be
A logical reaction

Running away from problems and pain
Realising life ain't no game
Trying to hide from the past
Starting all over, camouflaged

I look over my shoulder to see I'm not followed
Hunted by thoughts of the life I've lead
Pain, hatred, tears and sorrow

The darkest time in my life
Feeling lost, where can I hide
The downward spiral in which I am
Fucking leads me to the damned

Deep Down
I float in apathy
All black

A sparkle in this chaos ridden infinity
The light, my goddess, ultimate divinity

Draped with velvet and silk
She provides honey and milk
Heart and soul I sacrifice
The love for you never dies

As you sleep, your subconsciousness reigns.
Visions of misery, sorrow and pain.
Blackened sky, mournfull spheres.
People drowning in a flood of tears.

Fear of nighttime, it's time to sleep.
Sandman comes, no time to weep.
Hope you'll wake up alive tomorrow.

Here I sit in this room,
staring at this burning candle.
That is my life, that is my doom.
The loneliness I cannot handle.
I'm fading like a dying candle.

Fade......
Fade away .....

You left me to live,
my life alone.
You left me a feeling,
I don't know.
It feels like a... cold winter night.
A positive future... out of sight.

There's no reason,

In pouring rain
I drown in thoughts
Angels' tears
They cry to god
Soaking wet
I clench my fists
I wonder what's amiss
I scream towards the pouring sky

I don't want to fall asleep

When I fall asleep
I feel naked in my mind
My mind is showing me
Things I don't want to see
From the past and what is to be
It's all too much for me

I'm staring at these white padded walls
The burden of my past got me on my knees
Like Atlas bearing the weight of the skies
An internal war in a mind with no sign of peace
Never thought this would get to me
All this pain build up inside
Experiences of sorrow that cannot be
All the fears I cannot fight

No one to talk to but myself.
All this love I cannot give.
I'll just put it on a shelf.
That's the lonesome life a live.

Loneliness...my worst pain.
Loneliness...driving me insane.
Loneliness...a closed door.

My heart is in pain
the feelings for you won't be the same

My heart a diamond it won't be
Black like coal, all you will see
The pain from feelings of disgust
What once was love is blown away like dust

I’m lying here in a bed so cold
I don’t know where you are
Something you never told
You’ve never told

I wonder what happened to you
As I dream these ghastly dreams
I can’t believe this is true

Look into my mind, what do you see?
Voices crawling round, torturing me.
Telling me things, you can't believe.

Lost forever in this mist of voices.
A dark world beyond our own.
Unable to make my own choices.
I'm soil for downers they've sown.

Staring at the ceiling with dying eyes
Morphine recieving most of the pain
Still it hurts I have to cry
Thinking of my life and all its stains

I hope I can walk onto the pearly gates
God granting me salvation
I have to reconcile with a long lost faith

Signals you gave
Signals returned
Should tell us both
We haven't learned
Anything at all
From one another
From each other's point of view
Even though we might

Into dimensions undiscovered.
Life on earth? Who bothers.
Escaping is a must.
Flying free on stardust.

On stardust i fly free through the galaxy.

Cosmic freedom.

I cannot think of a Reason
A Question without an Answer
An Answer I can't give
I am the silent Witness
To all Misery
Created by Lies and Deceit
I can't find
The missing Pieces of this Puzzle

The Sun Doesn't Shine Anymore
Grey Clouds cover the Sky forevermore
And I miss you, your Smile, your laughing Face
And the Twinkles of Joy in your Eyes

I know you are there
Yet you are so far away
A Part of me has died

Endless fields
Of hurt and misery
All way to the horizon
As far as eyes can see
The rotting smell
Of the wounded and the dying
The agonizing screams
And painful crying

All Dreams and Hopes are lost
Everything's shattered
I'd rather leave it all be
And move on to something better
'cause it sickens me
it's all so unreal
twisting inside of me

This is goodbye
I am leaving, we tried
We failed, we're done
Goodbye, I'm gone

I am through with you, I am leaving this hell
Our love is lost, there's nothing more to tell
Everything's over, the passion's gone

I sit here in this cell
Eating my last meal
Soon you'll hear the bell
It all seems so unreal

The noose around my neck
Staring at my death
The gallows are my end

They tell me
Your eyes
Tell it all

I'm afraid
I don't see
Anything at all

The concept of joy within your mind
Is nothing but misery to me
You can't see it hurts me
It seems you are blind
To pain and frustration killing me
I want to break free from this cage
It only brings depression and rage
I'm on a knife's edge, a cliff above the sea