- At Peace
hey old man, are you better off now? the pain you endured, no god would allow you never let it show, so stubborn, so still a man of such virtue, no god could kill peace, in death find peace some kind of release in death find peace please, see me as i sleep visit me in my dreams so i may be at peace your faith gave you strength to not succumb to despair you always put others first amidst this nightmare it’s all over now, but i still can’t believe no god would bestow such abhorrent disease peace, in death find peace some kind of release in death find peace please, see me as i sleep visit me in my dreams so i may be at peace never will i see your face and never will i touch your skin and never will i ever get to see you smile again never will i see your face and never will i touch your skin and never will i ever get to feel your warmth again never will i see your face and never will i touch your skin and never will i ever get to call and ask for help again never will i see your face and never will i touch your skin and never will i ever get to tell you that i love you again
- August 29
AUGUST 29
if every day is a gift i’d like to give this one back
the longest drive of my life
julie in the passenger seat and barely a word said between us
we were on our way to visit when the phone rang
still over two hours away
two hours that felt like so much more in virtual silence
in times like this it’s a bit unnerving how often thoughts like,
- Bloodwolves
When the wolf cries for war the hound follows suit
Like sheep to the slaughter, a neck for every noose
sign up for duty, volunteer to kill
just wanted education, it cost your free will
The ads made it seem like it was all fun and games
A bunch of clean-cut soldiers, no blood to be seen
Future paraplegic with mans darkest knowledge.
Were told you'd see the world
- From Birth
FROM BIRTH
you’re fucked from birth, born of a hopeless world
you’re fucked from birth, just left to rot and die
worthless humans, they’re breeding diseased spawn
no life, no love, you just got left behind
born less than human
addicted, left for dead
taught to care only for themselves
- Ritual
This is all so bittersweet
Fulfilling dreams but only half alive
I should expect this by now
Time has never been on my side
I've worked for this most of my life
These goals ive set
To see them through
And I've never had to step back
- Sick And Tired
sleepless nights and twisted fucks
barely breathing on the bathroom floor
i can't stand this place i'm in
i can't bear to live in this skin
cold sweats and dirty sheets
and i'm so alone
i'm rotting from the inside out
this isn't how it's supposed to be
- Waiting
A genius ploy to maintain control, reward so great you’d sell your soul two-thousand years and still you wait, the hook is set with the perfect bait like a carrot at the end of the stick, the promise of eternal salvation lead the way and they follow, forever waiting on the impending return still they’re waiting, they’re still waiting for his return how much waiting can you take before you learn? always waiting on the coming of the messiah he’s not coming, now be damned all crooks and liars the time has come, the chance was missed, humanity has been dismissed it’s up to us to save ourselves, no way but up cuz this is hell take control of your own life, stop waiting on man’s biggest lie no savior is coming for your soul, find faith in self because you’re on your own
- Whispers
WHISPERS
on those nights when sleep just won’t come
you’ve exhausted every option, when it’s all been said and done
you think about what comes next
when peace finally knows your name
the regrets that you may have, what you’d do all over again
whispers from a far away place and you’re gone without a trace
did you give all that you had to offer?