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From the start you always had your doubts about me
I never ment to get in the way of what made you happy
and when your marriage failed you pointed your finger at me and wept
you always saw me as a threat to you... I am

MINE - the memories that you gave to me
TIME - the years I watch you waste away
KILL - I want to remove the shit I've seen

As were sitting here staring each other down
you open up your mouth let your lies spew out
what are we doing here its wrong can’t you see
you wanna leave me here, and forget about me

You look me, in my face
Tell me I’m a disgrace
you say that you’re the victim

I try so hard to give this all I have
but something's in the way
I want to know that this time's for real
not the lies you say
If I can think back hard to when we once were
I can't seem to see
You said I made your life a living hell
but its beyond me..

I’m descending, into you

Feels like, dry hands, tearing me inside out
It all is burning
I cant, breathe anymore, too much to push away
I tell you how you make me feel and you just look away
And I don’t know how much more of you that I can take

The last few years, I've felt this deep inside
Its breaking down in me, and I can't erase the pain bottled deep within
If only I knew how to feel like you do
This guilt would fall from me

It's all my own I've brought it here
I'm dying here
It feeds upon the wounds that leave me

I ask myself how can you walk with him
When you know Im here
How can I watch you move on with your life
Just take me away...

My eyes are pried open
To see the way this hell can make me break
My eyes are pried open

Obscurity to irrelevance
I’m nothing to you, broken once again
Nothing stems from nothing there
A wall that holds you immune to all I am

A life, that holds, no love
Just a shell of misery
Set me free

My thoughts
I hold back the truth that's unspoken
It keeps, pulling me down
As the seasons change within me,
I'm coming around

Its all these things I say to you
But I feel nothing

I've never liked you from the day our eyes met
You're nothing but a burden to me
And I never cared for all the praise you received
Was told that I should be more like you
It tears me apart when I think I can live up to you
But I think I never will
All the pain we've shared
How I can stand you

I push away..
I'm unlike you

How can I change the image looking back when I stare in the mirror
A man before me stands there bathed in self doubt hatred and fear
But I pound the glass as I keep looking back at a soul that's empty and gray.

I push away but you keep coming back into me

All these years you turned your back on me
It took time but I know just what this means

And I feel so small when you take it all
you push me away
when its said and done all this shit aint fun
I'll still be here

Fake a smile, I force a tear
To show an illusion that I care.
I would rather you just shut your mouth
Then listen to the bullshit you spew out.
I don't want this, or do I need this?
Its getting way to hard to hold my tongue.
There's a door that's blocking off my way
But there's so much more I want to say

I feel it all surround me
Breathe all your hate into my lungs
I know that you can’t stand me
Cannot help the way that I’ve become
But all I wanted to be was
So much more than I am now
It doesn’t even matter
The thoughts from you were just so loud

Somtimes I wish that I could be your mind unscared
I envy that you dont know what its like to be destroyed

I make the chains undone
but I dont feel complete
a puzzle with a missing piece
I hate what I've become..

Inside alone
this world's coming down on me again
Nowhere to run to
as these twisted thoughts flow through my head
I never wanted to break away
Can't help that I don't feel the same
And now I'm standing here
asking myself if I'm to blame

Although my mind is open, my heart is tightly closed
with all the hate that holds me, I wish I didn't own
for all the years that pass by, I know I should have changed
how can one man sever, the links that make these chains

And then I see...what my life should be

Im here dying for another chance to make this right

My mind spins in circles
Have I done wrong?
It’s been since forever that I felt this strong
You turn your head to avoid me
You don’t even know me
So far from something to you

You kick me down ‘cause you need it