Above And WithinWell I'd never?
Well I'd never doubt I'm all alone
Was ever?
Was the one with lack of hope
Well I'd never?
Well I'd never disbelieved
And never ever
And never finding the one
AgonyStumble through the night
Rushed like a refugee
So fast will raise the tide
Into her eternity
Above a cruel smile
And among her pale devise
And my sense so paralysed
And the faint is passing by
ApathyDiscovered you're at all just hypocrites
There's nothing left to learn, there's nothing left to yearn
Ever just the very same refuse
There's nothing left to hurt, there's nothing left to turn
(Behind my eyes I’m nearly blind)
So call me an unnecessary fault
In your brave new world
ApheliaWhen the curse that I conjured up
Has begun
It will hurt, I´ve omitted to
Try to ban
And if solely some hurts try to
Guide me on
I will bear and don´t change the course
AsylumBe my fellow through
The frozen pale
And in the purple tune
My nightingale
Send me an echo when
The curse begins
I need your confidence
AthanasiaYou followed me with reckless gnosis
Such a free kingdom of haughtiness
You`ve owed me trust and owed me just lies, such an endless flight
Lasting broken, and never dying
I am your overdose end, and you want to fly
So discover me and you'll find a place
Where you never die
Born With Blood On My HandsDearest mother
must I still suffer
can't you ever look beyond
what ever say I've done
Save me mother
from the taunting mirror
and malice in your eyes
Breathlessi would you embrace
my dearest type
but i have to flee
save myself and hide
got lost in my minds
what happens last time
but i can't breathe
CocoonSometimes I want to restrat
When I am ready to fall
And wide, I open my eyes
There's a need to restart
If only I could leave my life
And wiser
I'll become
ConsolationThe more I try
The less I cant heal
You deny
The place where I can breathe
Cause you're my blaze
Select me and I'm thy
There's no more grace
To trail away with me
Creedendearing poems of you
will wipe my faults away
your gently caress can
disarm my doubts of faith
forever and ever
enslaved by your heart
forever my destiny
Days of YoreMoments, when shades disappear
Untouched minds - left behind
Emphasize the color of lies
In arms of Morpheus
Sun-drenched, within ..
Bygone and faded, but here
I treat you carefully, handsome but weird
Deliverance
Look down at the highway
It isn't pleasant to fall for life
I won't wait eternally
I came to jump
And to feel this hell on earth
I will give it a sign
You don't listen to me
DerangementCrawl through sweetest dreams
As it be so softly juicy green
Look at clouds be blinded by the light
And yearn for past nights
Praise my own lost grief
Don't try to forget and don't to flee
Build my own different perfect world
Cause real lies can feel fine
Dreamer's CourtOnce I dreamt of thoughts
of a sea that mellowly hurls
me in a dream and if I was awake
I was not sure
and a stranger from beyond
the mirror told he wants to
tell me how I could dream my thoughts
Elegya rose of sigh
is fading on my knees
of thorns incised when
i broke her down the trees
a shout so quiet
is shivering in me
and from the far
Eternal Exilemourn ....
is all you've left
behind in me as token
vows ....
you swore to me in
past were broken
proud ...
Etwas Starb In MirVon Werkes Flur
Durchs Feld gefallener Liebe
Lernt ich zu mimen
Scheu blickend nur
Vom Krieg in unseren Wänden
Wo Stille geblieben
Etwas starb in mir
Forgotten daysWith a pray you leave my life
So many feelings flooding me
I still miss you more and more
In my life
My sadness staying in the rain
So deep the pain inside of me
I'm drowning in my agony
I must release me to be free
Greed For LoveToday you take a piece of sunny life
All the things you want
And always sunshine in your face
You can show me all your funny lies
Bliss and happiness
I see your despair in yourself
You have a crush on harmony
HarvestFinally you've done the endless thoughts
Believe that every step is guiding homewards
But all of your endeavours have become
to an worthless word
unsaid for long
And you creep and crawl
on your barren soil
Homecomingso cold and demanding
were the days of our divorce
our realm pretended
in the guise of many faults
see our house abandoned
due our own inane divide
rearrange our bound to
stray away to hide in lies
HorizonsIn our cold innocence
Summon the wisdom we caught in a sigh
And the signs lead the way
Where the great distance turns wrong into right
In Every SinBeen one for just a second
When twilightness will fade
Just threefold we have met before
Four eyes were full of blaze
When five's the Venus sign
And sex what I won't say
Could seven be so audacious
KeroseneThe guess the knowing
The paleness and the glance
Let shades so soundless
Surround our innocence
And we know ...
The gloom the brightness
Killing EssayYou call me the waste of your life
A tiny spot and
I call it the spice that you've called too hot
I call it demand of daylight
A piece of real life
But you call it trust in dirty hotels
And what I desired my whole life
All I believed in
MorphosisMorphosis
sometimes turns my mind in circles
sometimes stops my mind to breathe
can i see you for a moment
to enjoy our own apart
then i feel
something must be done with me
My EyesNous on broken wings
Blown away
Blends in other thoughts to
Evergrey
Grows an enforced frown
In teardrops while
I forgot
My Swallow BrideOnce you fell below
Into my sleep
Just like a fairy
And said you came
To be my bride
Just for these night
My Tenebrous IllusionIn the middle of the ocean's roads
Drifts a bottle to find a way home
But couldn't find the way
Alone
Careful filled with everything
Once I threw within the raging sea
What I've lost before
NarrownessYes I could
Adept myself to crowd
Come down to earth
But it would
Feel like an empty covered
Space and hurt
I would fade to grey
You´ll never could
New LifeOn a picture wink his eyes
Remembrance of him makes you cry
You hold on to a blade of grass
Try to forget your loneliness
I take your fear and take your cries
Release your heart that slowly dies
Grand your wish, that long for love
NonentityCatch my fall and
Lay your hand on my eyes
Feel the great of worry
That's too late that I'll be thy
Tender thoughts
I'm so sorry I'm a slave of glacial minds
Some cruelty give raise to
NothingnessRoam on my sentiment circles
Like a lion in his cage
Untamed - betrayed
Of my delusion in mirrors
In vigilance still - I'm keeping my
Eyes closed
I'm...
PromiseI remember
The heat in me
The fire
Like the sun it burned between us
You were my flower
In the desert
It was the storm
That always showed me the right way
RidersAnything we said
In frantic rage before you left our bed
Had better been unsaid
The era of our bond
Were carried by our ignorance for long
So sad to behold
Seven Tearshow should i know
where's the place where fade the stars
how should i know
how it feels to live in tide as last
how should i know
how it feels to dive in the sky
how should i know
Strange WingsA rotten house
The place is growing cold
something’s drawing me inside
Whispering walls
Sudden awakening
You come to enter my soul
Just one beat of wings can rescue me tonight
SurdA calling forces me to roam
Steadily change my base of home
Steadily grows the call of wideness
Always
And fall into my lone
Cage of equivocation
Dance with the shades and I deny it
The FaintNow you're cowering once more
In corrosive waste
And hesitate like paralysed
To run and to escape
Quietly endure
All this pain
Which quietly creeps
The frightSplendid like a castle in the sun
But painted by the frown of knowledge
I saw myself obliged to running home
Escape from paradise of crampedness
The fright untied
By the gown
They put me on
The SignA veiled horizon
I stumble to and change the train
Sing my own praises
Don't realize it is insane
Nine thin peelings
Once so fresh now flaccid skin
I try to graze it
In vain
The VitriolThe Vitriol
countless times in a row
grow thorns in envy
cold will hate steady grow
admiration and scorn
and solemnly you wear
The VoidAnd when you died
My only aim in live
Your tender shine so warm
Surrounds you
The stormy sky
Was suddenly so quiet
The trees deep bend
Their crowns
The WeepingCount to ten
Again
Your secret life fails to provoke
And how you hate it
But you need drama
Here and now
So the knives are out
Timid TryYour pretty eyes
Give the show away
You feel the want of be beloved
I wait and see
A consent nod by you
And close by me
I see your promising winged eyes
TwilightMy eyes suffused with blood
My head is violated
Emptiness fills my soul
Ponderous is my walk
On the water
I creep on the water of my mind
Darkness all around me
UnspokenYou followed me too far
And now is every remedy
Unable
To find your avatar
In eversleeping realm of fame
Forsaken
ГДЕ- НИБУДЬif you say it is insane
that i remain
i'll go away even i'll say
it is mistake
our voiceless vote
an inward fraud
to cut our tie
i concolate myself and wait