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You are all I am, you are all I ever want to be.
I think of you.
A solitary cry echoes through my throat and through my mind.
I think of you.

I think I woke up screaming,
I had a dream that you still loved me, oh.
I think I woke up screaming.

I believed that love was sacred
As I dove blindly into her sea
You see, that warm embrace felt more like drowning
As endless waves crashed over me
She was an insatiable black hole
Feeding off my mind and off my soul
I find love humilatingSick and desperate need that drains me
God I hope I never feel again

I'm drowning in nothing
Nothing real
Nothing left
Nothing
I'm losing myself
Sinking deeper down

Silently leaving

You seduce me, lonely in your hell
Naked and hungry, I crawl into your cell...
A virtual drugstore is piled on your bed
I can't resist with your tongue inside my head...
How can everything be justified by you?
You get off watching me bleed...
You get off on feeding my disease
This time will be perfect you explain

My angel my reluctant whore
Decided you can take no more
So let's fuck until we fall asleep
Please don't wake me when you leave

Just kiss me before you go
Kiss me before you go
Kiss me before you go

The more I feel,
the more I die.
Nothing to give
Nothing inside

Everything I touch, I break.
(I want to break you.)
Everything I touch, I break.

I know you've grown to hate me
Even more than you have
Grown to hate yourself
But has it really made a difference?
Sharing all that hate
With someone else?

Please tell me

everywhere i go i see your face
every sound i hear is the sound of your voice
why are you haunting me (2x)
why can't i let you go
why are you haunting me (4x)
so everything about me is a lie
or at least it seems that way
when i look into your eyes

I can't hide it
I can't find it
When every nerve is
Crying out for release
I can't capture
The rapture
That passion that is
Burning inside me

Back when you were my life
You gave me something that I could live for
Now everything's changed
And you're gone
But I'm still here waiting

With nothing to hold on to
Why should I hold on

Do you ever wonder where
We would be if we'd have tried
A little harder?
It seems like yesterday
That we were making plans
For the future
But it's been so long
Since I have known the truth

I feel your lips
I taste your skin
I need to know
I need to feel you from within
As your blood burns through my skin
I feel complete
I breathe you in
It's where you end and I begin

Your soul a pit of stone
The depths I wish I could have known
Dangerous, black and full of spite
Thoughts of you fill my night
But now we lay naked on the floor
I'm lost, I'm drownin' in your soul
I was searchin' for some answer in your eyes
I find malicious laughter and a love that has died

Some nights I feel like I have died
Or something deep inside is dying
I try to understand my crimes
But there's nothing here that really matters
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you

I hope i see you on your way down
I hope you break every bone
I hope it kills you on your way down
And i hope you die alone

All of your hate and all of your lies
Will it be worth it?
When all of your friends

I know your life is empty
And you hate to face this world alone
So you're searching for an angel
Someone who can make you whole
I can not save you
I can't even save myself
So just save yourself

Я вижу только своё отражение в твоих глазах
Таким образом, то, чем я по существу являюсь, - ложь...
И всё, чем я надеялся быть или чем считал себя,
Умерло вместе с твоей верой в меня... Так кто же я, черт возьми?

Я не знаю, существую ли я без тебя?
Что от меня осталось без тебя?
Без тебя я не знаю, где правда....

I feel it slipping away
I gave it all and no one cared
I feel it slipping away

I feel it slipping away
No more pain, no more fear
I feel it slipping away

Each night I feel the distance that has grown between us
Open up as lonely as the space between the stars
I wish that I could find a way
To smash my fist right through these walls
Of ugliness and emptiness
and gently touch your face

(CHORUS)

Wasted thoughts of you
Desperate prayers to you
Give me back my mind
I'm empty inside

And it's so wrong That I need you
It's so wrong that I need abuse
And it's so wrong that I need you

Six o'clock in the morning
My head is ready to explode
I can't believe I made it home alive
I don't remember where I went
Or what I was drinking
And now it's made me sick
And I'm not denying
That I get this way

Sittin' alone contemplating
What is missing inside me
I desperately try to remember
A life that's not meant to be
I meditate and try to recapture
Some sense of reality, yea

But I look around, I see numb empty faces

There are times when I'm just a shell
When I do not feel anything for anyone
All I feel is hollow and bruised
Used up and misused
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
Have I failed somehow or some way
Will the weight of today finally pull me down to drown
In the depths of despair

All I need
Is the air you breath
All I need
Is the air I breathe
All you need
Is the air we breathe
There are so many things
We need so desperately

Lost in a world of doubt and insecurity
Nothing that you hold sacred, nothing you believe
Your life is a contradiction
While you thrive on manipulation
I fight to just hold on to what I believe
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate

The night is cold as I roam these streets
The air is thick with hints of coming rain
Your face flashes through my head I swallow pain
So this is how it feels to be betrayed
This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like
This is what you've done to me

I know I should have told you
I was so afraid you'd leave
And now there's nothing left to say
Well nothing that you'd believe
I never meant to hurt you
With the things I couldn't say
I promise you tomorrow
While denying you today

You don't understand this
I think you never did
Silently I search for a reason to exist
I've found a way to feel you, I feel so fucking old
Your're burning up inside me, but I feel so fucking cold
You are clutched tight in my fingers
You caress my skin so light
You are welling up inside me

You've left me with nothing left but questions
You left me here not knowing who I am
You've left me so much fucking time to hate you
You left me with no choice but to die

Violent mood swings
Violent mood swings
Violent mood swings

I've been alone for so long
forgotten by the world forgotten to myself
your effervescent eyes have awakened me
and brushed the dust away...
but i knew you'd never stay
so i memorized the color of your eyes
as i lost myself inside you
i memorized the way our lags entwined

I've spent my life running from the emptiness that haunts me
And I've spent my whole life trying to fuck the loneliness away
And I die inside when I think of all the people that I've damaged
I'm tired I'm so tired and there's no one else except myself to blame

(Chorus)
My life's been wasted Everything is gone
My life's been wasted And I am all alone

You make it hard to breathe
It's as if I'm suffocating
And when you're next to me
I can feel your heartbeat through my skin
It makes me sad to think
This could all be for nothing
I wish there was a way
A way for you to see inside me

I am not here
I think I've never been here at all or ever will be
I feel like a place
Where no one goes anymore
Why can't you see that everything's
Why does it seem this life's broken? turned gray?
I can't believe in anything sacred
When I don't believe that I am real

I am lost in the darkness
Between two worlds and here I'm struggling
You're the light that I've been seeking
'Cause my whole life there's been something missing
Only you
Can make me whole
Just one touch
And you complete me