- Collage of the Present
An ordinary life, an ordinary day
I never knew it any other way
The time fades away like the night into the day
Another hour lost, another bill to pay
The morning washes over me,
circling towards the drain
I try to keep going, ignoring the pain
Looking down at myself,
- Impetus
Is anyone there?
Can anybody hear me?
Are these messages
Coming through clearly?
Over a year has gone by
Since I felt the ground beneath me.
- Last Chance
Take another look around
this abandoned house you found inside of you
Walls and foundations rot away
This storm will bring you down
This is the last chance to find out,
to find that it's not too late to go back
to the last remains of who you were
- Monologue
What have I done?
I stand here holding a gun
I am confused, bemused
and wanting to understand who I am
I just, just gotta know
what's going on inside my mind
I just, just gotta know what is behind
- No One Sleeps
Fly away
Fly away to this peace of mind.
Break away for just a moment
Break away
Fly away
Fly away to this peace of mind.
Break away for just a moment
- Shadows
Rose petals wither on the floor
as I am left to douse the candles and close the door
Drawing the shades to complete the darkness
Drawing the shades
Shadows have never seemed so empty
Everything that she has taken from me
There was so much left to say
- Tears of the Past
Rain falls down on the trees,
branches heavy with tears of the past,
and the wind speaks to me at my window
Apathy, indifference controlling me
Isolation
Loneliness, anxiety, hopelessness
Losing interest
- The Deserter
The smoke is thick, I cannot see
There is no one left but me
I put myself into this hole
I signed the deal and sold my soul
As I look down, I see the ground
I don't know that I will be found
As I look up, I see the fire
Consequences looking dire