1931Dear life, I've been working for way too long.
My childhood haunts me, as does growing old
Bare foot walking the streets
A glimmer of hope and now I’m back down on my knees
It’s been a long time now,
This is the end of my life
How could I ever forget?
but between my heart and soul.
BetrayedBETRAYED
i dig the graves for the ones ive lost. some are friends some are not.
still searching for my own piece of mind, keep searching but i am always left behind.
so much time but nothing left to show, im just going to have to take it slow.
sooner or later i will be left with no one, will this life ever be made.
getting used to feeling of being betrayed.
im facing choices i don't want to take, knowing it will be a big mistake.
sometimes i feel like im going to break, some people are real but most are fake.
Clear Skies
CLEAR SKIES
this image won't go away, but my heart and soul are here to stay.
staring into this mirror all i see is me, but this isnt who i want to be.
this isnt the time to look back, walking in the background of others regret
i will always remember when others forget.
mirror, why won't you stop staring at me, take me to that place by the sea
but this isnt who i want to be.
Endurancethe hours in the day feel like there melting away. couple of years down the line will i still be living like this. its been four weeks now and only feels like one day. sometimes i need your reassurance. but this is my endurance.the pressure of life is caving in on me. i don't know if i can still be this person you want me to be. i feel like i deserve to be alone. as my path already been set in stone. i hate to be down all the time, i but i look out of the window and i really can't define.this world we live in. where am i suposed to begin.my notepad is my only friend everynight i go to sleep thinking never again. most people don't look further than what is in front of them will i always be searching for happyness? close your eyes. open your minds. you only have one chance. you might aswell die, if you havn't tryed. i might aswell die TAKE ME TO A PLACE WHERE ITS COLD ALL YEAR ROUND. ITS THE ONLY PLACE WHERE I FEEL SAFE AND SOUND.
HomeboundThrough the hard times, you have always been there for me.
Colder and colder my heart starts to sink,
Deeper and deeper till I can't even think.
On the crisp morning you spoke the words 'see you soon',
But with regret, I knew it wasn't true.
Black and blue, the only colours that run true,
All of the things we have been through.
Old SoulThe bitterness of seeing a young man’s smile
In this journey of life,
I feel I have travelled for miles and miles.
There is no one here I can call true friends
Trapped inside this feeling of isolation.
The rain fell hard on the wilting flower.
Old Soul.
SeasonsI'm lost behind,
The words I can't find.
I'm left behind,
As the seasons roll on by.
I wandered lonely as a cloud.
Waiting for time to stop.
The birds have almost sung there last.