- Black Canvas
I stare on down from the top of the sky, I sit and wait for the right time to fly.
With all the wonder of a child young and pure, I'll take a step and I'll fall, my body hits the floor.
They don’t come near me, I won’t approach them,
There are things that happen here and nobody knows them.
I locked all the doors, I kept myself away,
I feared what wasn’t there and I couldn’t hold onto my hate.
I used all the words I had to describe what was real,
But it left me speechless, each word I wrote cut holes into my skin.
- No
We'll be fine I'm sure
Just use the other door
I wanna have house like they did
We wrestle till we cry
They fucked our state of mind
Don't settle a break because I'm jaded(?)
- Puppets And Wires
My head’s been spinning so fast that it’s burning up,
I scratched my skin through to the bone; your violence is in your silence.
Turn your back on me; your cowardice is your strength.
But it’s the easiest way to say goodbye.
Fuck, it didn’t mean a thing; I’ll bury my head so deep in sand that I’ll be gone.
And you won’t need to explain.
So fucking worthless, every day’s the same and I don’t know what the fuck to do.
I’ll be a dog you can train to lick your heels, I guess I’ll be anything you want because I don’t need my dignity nor self respect just to see through the day. The stench of our real selves is hidden by everyone else.
- Where Bees Lay Their Honey
He won't eat tonight all cold, alone, incomplete
Sometimes I feel it's too much to take
There's no mercy in this fucking city and this life he leads has become a hell
Everything I’ve taken for granted has gone
I’ll be sleeping alone tonight
Everyday it just gets worse and this winter might be the end of him