20,000 Deaths For Eidelyn Gonzales, 20,000 Deaths For Jamie PetersonAwful is all, awful like cookie
Sour and ringing and lost to this world
These are times, I should shut up about Iris and Oly,
He didn't know how else to be
26.7.07 - fabulous muscles - Austria - WIRE GLOBEBreak my face in was the kindest touch you
Ever gave
Wrap my dreams around your thighs and
Drape my hopes upon the chance to touch your arm
Fabulous Muscles
Cremate me after you cum on my lips
Honey boy place my ashes in a vase beneath your workout bench
AleShut up shut up
i wanna hear that pin pricking
shut up shut up
i wanna hear that nail scrape
shut up shut up
up your insipid voice
shut up shut up
is that your glass heart clinking?
All Fo' YouAll for you, baby, all for you
All for you, baby, all for you
You look me out as i am
You took the hammer, you knocked my head
You look Ihe razor, you cut my throat
All for you.
I love you, baby, I love you
I love you, baby, I love you
Apistat Commanderup, along the rocks,
it's good, it's not so hard now.
up, I bite my tongue, who cares?
this chance to drop off
all that you left you left for someone all of this hurt that's wilted off
all this relief, it's the oddest thing
oh my God, oh my God, oh my God.
Chen, he'll never come that's fine,
AsleepSing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I'm tired and I
I want to go to bed
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Black KeyboardWhy would mother say such things?
Why add tongue to a kiss goodnight?
Force me to know The Want.
No one needs to know.
Be free.
Laugh at your son.
A child is nothing without hate.
Bog PeopleWhy ask
why not it goes with this night
so will it ever stop
will it always be this hard
there will always be a jar of ash
there will always be an unfit mind
there will always be a lonely son
there will always be a humiliated little girl
Born To Suffernow and then you get what you want
now and then you get what you want
i don't to talk
i wish i was dead
the reservoir is filling with mold
the reservoir is filling with mold
i don't want to talk
i wish i was dead
Boy SopranoLook at me, nothing bad
Is ever going to happen to you again
Although you are a solid pile of hate
You're still pretty like a cake
Pulling out a bat at the Kill Me Court
Slaps me that I can't handle you
But yes, no, yes, no, yes
Tell me how to live
Brooklyn DodgersSorry I walked away when you told me what you were scared of the night that you turned 12
Trying not to cry in front of your older brother
He knows where I live, he's not interested
I can't have nice things,
Like a boy who stays who stays around
When I needed him the most on your walk
Hold your head up high and when you watch me fall
Please look back for the last time
Bunny GamerIt feels retarded
Oh, if you like me, will you be there tonight?
Do you mean it when you say, when you say
Fixing up my hair
I want to impress you
Today and every day, okay
Okay, okay, okay
Buzz SawDaniella,
don't say be tender first
and don't say teach me
before you get tied up for your first time
I'm not like that
I'm not so good you will want to
run away for us
Chocolate Makes You Happychocolate makes you happy
and it keeps you awake
as you unbutton
your top pants button
bewildered by the pain oh oh oh
chocolate makes you happy
as you deign to sing along
when you thrust two fingers
Cloveri tried hard to be good to you
i felt peace inside my head
its impossible to just be cool
please please please
don't don't don't
walk like my single hope
we closed our lips and we called it our love
we swallowed a clover made of lead
Clowne TowneUp and down through what you thought would be your future
Became the dark reminder of
What a rash and inconsistent faith you had
In loving your true self and your true love
Clowne towne no shelter
Clowne towne no anything
Clowne towne single angel
Clowne towne no exit
Crank HeartTelling your son a joke
He doesn't think is funny
"We'll catch him unawares but
What if he doesn't
wear underwear."
Lighting it up
You were so cool
Her school colors
Cute Pee Peeboom boom boom boom
as you stand above me
my hands tied behind my back
bitter yellow wind
one leaf lets go
fill my mouth with pee pee
salt your cheeks with kisses
dangerous you shouldn't be hereA witch has come from under the ocean
and with a pointed and sharp finger
snatched my baby by the crook of her jaw
and hooked her breath away
and bloated and cut her soft,
dearest skin and face
her hair has gone from black to green
she used to complain when I used
DaphnyПесня Daphny рассказывает о реальной истории, которая произошла с другом Джимми Стюарта, которого поймали на мелкой краже в магазине и изнасиловали в полицейском участке (с припевом"enjoy life, enjoy life, enjoy this life!" )
Dear God, I Hate Myselfdespair will hold a place in my heart
a bigger one that you do do do
and i will always be nicer to the cat
than i am to you you you you
dear God, i hate myself
dear God, i hate myself
and i will never be happy
and i will never feel normal
Dr. TrollLa La holds inside of her
The horrible dream of being somebody
Thinking about her dream makes her feel
Like it's stupid
A dream whose coming true
Is a must, a must
It would be so much easier
If she was a real girl
Fabulous MusclesFabulous Muscles
Break my face in
It was the kindest touch you ever gave
Wrap my dreams around your thighs
And drape my hope upon the chance to touch your arm
Fabulous muscles
Cremate me after you cum on my lips
Falkland Rd.there was never a chance to get away
when was it only ever but perverse
why could they take a stone and break your arms
there could be nothing worse
except to live
live little girl
sold in slavery
twenty-five men
Farther OnAs we travel through the desert
Storms beset us by the way
But beyond the river Jordan
Lies a field of endless day
[Chorus:]
Further on still go further
Count the milestones one by one
Jesus will forsake you never
Fast CarYou've got a fast car
I want a ticket to anywhere
Maybe we can make a deal
Maybe together we can get somewhere
Anyplace is better
Starting from zero got nothing to lose
Maybe we'll make something
fiula la holds inside of her
the horrible dream of being somebody
thinking about her dream makes her feel
like it s stupid
a dream whose coming true
is a must a must
it would be so much easier
if she was a real girl
Gray Deathdespair will hold a place in my heart
a bigger one that you do do do
and i will always be nicer to the cat
than i am to you you you you
dear God, i hate myself
dear God, i hate myself
and i will never be happy
and i will never feel normal
Hello From Eau ClaireI know it's dumb to say,
That you are on my mind.
I know it's stupid to dream,
That you might think of me as a man.
I can loose my own tie knot,
I can button up my own pants.
I can buy my own cigarettes,
HiIf you are wasting your life, say hi
If you are alone tonight, say hi
If you wish he should die, say hi, hi-hi, hi-hi
If there is a hole in your head, say hi
If you have a stitch in your wrist, say hi
If, when you look at the sky, it is black and shredded
A sliver of bone, crooked, caught in your throat; well, silence is golden
Hives HivesPut that gun to my temple
Put that gun in my heart
Let's walk off the plank, Chi-Cha
All always, all always into the dark
A-I-D-S-H-I-V
I cannot wait to die
Can't you tell?
HomonculusOh yvonne it's true
But I promised not to say
What went down
Oh yvonne it's dumb
I don't know why I am turning red
Because I know you don't mind
she'll set it up to fall
House Sparrowdefrock human
no one stole you
day light murder
from your front room
distilled violent
keep safe
please God!
i got away pedophile
Hyunhye's Themereading law at your desk
praying for your parents
they are so proud of this
you are working so hard
all alone at your desk
obligated to free them
I Am Hated For LovingI am hated for loving
I am hated for loving
Anonymous call, a poison pen
A brick in the small of the back again
I still don't belong
To anyone, I am mine
And I am hated for loving
I am haunted for wanting
I Love Abortionlittle jizzo
little sweetest glob
the restrictions is gone
the worries is gone
when the time is right i will love you like i should
when the time is right
come back come back come back
I Luv AbortionLittle jizzo
Little sweetest glob
The restrictions is gone
The worries is gone
When the time is right I will love you like I should
When the time is right
Come back come back come back
Ian Curtis WishlistSomeday J.S.
When you tell me everything
It will make me want to take it too far
And when you ask me everything
I will take it too far
The twenty-hundred private loops making up my
Ahh!
Ian Curtis, I can't believe I said it, wishlist
little panda mcelroy I can stop lying
I can stop punching my own face
I can stop stealing money
I can stop hating my own heart
I can do it
Because of you
Master of the Bumpif you say my dancing is effeminate
i will never dance again
and if you say my logic is irreversible
then things will always be the same
master of the bump, and
master of the hustle
MikeDad, what was Nigel supposed to do with your body?
A life that I will never understand
Whose false teeth were gently pushed back into your mouth by your daughter's husband
What am I supposed to do with this?
I feel like I am not nice because sometimes
It is hard for me to think something happy about you
Except for that dad, I love you and I will always, always miss you
Pull my finger
Muppet FaceShould i treasure the red
or treasure the light
the bitter juniper is still food
pull down your pants by the shi'ites
tire my tounge over your gums
oh honey bee
buzz upon me
Nieces PiecesI can't wait to watch you get older
I can't wait to meet that first boy that breaks your life
I can't wait till you realize the family you've been born into
I can't wait to watch you turn from good to bad
I can't wait to tell your grandpa made your mommy
Play stripper while your uncle watched
I can't wait to tell you I punched your mommy in the chest
In front of her new friends
Over Overi know i know i know it's over
upon the platform inside the slaughter house
just a slip away from murder
oooooooooover
in the night a mystery should unfold
where i wish for waking up unaware
but it's not unclear at all
underlined in red on your jacket sleeve
Pink CityAnthony Llyod cops horse like a reporter
A two hour plane trip from his life's work
His most important story sound is faster in water than
It is in air
A hydrophone will let you know faster that your
Grandma and your niece are shot dead
There's a call at tonite's last hour
A bitter pill you've got to swallow it unravels like an
PJ in the Streets...Straight ahead what is there?
My brother and sister and I
Trying to make some sense of this
It's just a fleeting thought though
For there is nothing in our wondering
Night in night out love begins and love ends
The red sun rises
Sadness is still in print
Sad Pony Guerrilla GirlYou say I am looker because I am girl
You say I am stupid because I am your girl
You leave me out on the steps you dress me up like a boy
You say that I am your secret love
You say to be quiet but I want to tell the whole world
I like my neighborhood I like my gun
Drive in my little car I am your girl and I will protect you
We do it in the back of my little car
SaturnYou are my son and I am saturn
Do you see it?
This is you and me
I want you to know as you're being eaten
The lights will be on and
That this is you and me
this match and this sheaf of wheat
Save Me Save Methough this is all you'll ever get
it would be a strange delite
no eyes no nose no mind
the grey light of Porto stay with you
oh how can you love a tiny bug impressed
by the night when you cut yourself?
save me save me
your body rotten as the last melon on the vine
Smear The Queenslap your cheeks for color
and suck your stomach to your spine
it's alright, it's alright, you look fine
horsewhipped you'll forever be
but much as his love runs down your thigh
throw your arms around my neck
Suhablack lung got you down tonight
saving it all for work
suha pins her arms to her side
watching her twin want to die
i hate my body, i hate the desert
please let me escape
when will i be going home
The Fabrizio Palumbo RetaliationLean against the stove
Leave it glowing in the dark
Push my hand to the coil
It is burnt now
Forever
Cherry blossoms fall
And for a minute there
I have the will to live
The Pineapple Vs. The Watermeloncan I pray for your return?
the bird I am looking for is not in me
it is you
it's so clear you missed it
what we saw in you
green like flame
someone felt something pure
Vulture PianoI'm ready to go,
It's creeping along.
A deep lack of guilt,
And fool's sense of love.
You can say it's nothing,
You can claim there's no-one to hide.
You could be respectable and keep it to yourself,
Walnut HouseThink about it before you spray paint "don't worry mom"
On the dumpster of the nursing home they have as many
Eyes as a pineapple
I am the dumbest bitch on the planet
On the second floor landing sweating buckets
My arm pits are like black moons shaking at the end of
A cord my leather daddy dancing very near
Like a sweetheart would
Watermelon Vs. The Pineapplecan I pray for your return?
the bird I am looking for is not in me
it is you
it's so clear you missed it
what we saw in you
green like flame
someone felt something pure
White NerdOh you could have been a diamond
a flicker in the campfire
but what shall you do now
nothing nothing
YOU WILL DO NOTHING
or you could've been the 13 of spades
destroyer of the jerk-off of hearts
wig masterYou said, "I'll build you a bed of cactus
where you could sleep when the night is too
sharp." I said, "I'll cover you with wax
and light your hair like a wick when the night is
too cold." You don't think of me as often as
I'd like you to, But when you do it's of me
looking for you on the ship. The plane I'm waiting
on has your face printed on the wings, When it
Yellow CandleFairy's ring, dung loving
Smurf Papa, Derby's dosing
Gnome and troll, Flabbist Shoals
Afraid always, maggots are in your pet's food
Meow meow, ruff, ruff, peep, peep
Discomfit, violet idiot
Oh fuzzy friend, it should have ended then
Pustulate, delicate lariat
You Are Pregnant You, You Are Deadnever had i seen a woman falling down
to the grass court
gingko across her face, yellowed by
a child and a boyfriend
calling so hard to its father, "bury me in the sawdust!"
deepen the dread, gotten rid of by this self immolation
AGAIN!
the dust that hides the sweetness of the pyre