- A Decade Drifting
All I got are these maps in my head, an evening in my lungs and a compass in my heart.
I follow these roads to false hope, they guide nowhere, they always lead back to the start.
I’ve got you forever ‘til the day I die, but I’ve got to ask myself why,
And how can you die if you were already born dead?
- A song to no-one
I danced with the Devil, and fucked with God,
I hold my breath forever, and wait for you.
My vision turns black, cause you know I never came home.
I danced alone last night, and sung a song to no-one,
A thousand faces - I'm still on my own.
I never made it, just got faded.
- Allow
Who's laughing now?
I've tried too many times to pick this up from the ground
But always found a problem
Always lost my fucking sound
But i won't ever fail in what i love best
I've put my hopes and dreams and my anger to the test
I've failed many times before
Never seen what I've done wrong
- Blood ran cold
it doesn't seem that long since you changed your fucking song
my heart grew fond of you and now for everything you do
used to take as gospel every word you say
i used to have respect for you but you disgraced your name
you took your chances, now its my fucking turn
you lost our self respect
and took the piss out of everyone in your path
- Burnt Tongues
Look me in the eyes, swallow your pride.
Tell me what you think of me.
Can't you see all I need is a breath of fresh air
From the bullshit you keep feeding me
I know I'm a suspect as much as a victim
At least I’ve got the balls to admit
After all that I said
After all that I've done
- Curl Up And Die
After all I'd done for you
No matter how hard I tried
It wouldn't matter to me much right now
If you curled up and died
It's nearly a year on, and I'd wiped you from my mind
I'm so fucking glad I turned you down, than kept you by my side
Still don't know what you put me through
- Fuck Everyone
If you know me by now, you should know the way I think
I'm not a totally arrogant cunt but my attitude fucking stinks
I always mean what I say and do but these are my opinions they're not the truth
I just open my mouth and let fucking loose
You can think what you want, it's your choice so choose
Don't expect me to change my ways
With these foolish thoughts is the way I'll stay
- Give Up, Get Dropped, Lose Out
The seaside vultures are swarming as their heroes return home.
They consume off the popularity they might gain.
False praise and fake smiles.
You watch from your closet, your clothes so tight,
And the girl on your arm is just for tonight
Swallow up the false friends, idle chat and cheap drinks,
- Hole Hearted
I still don't know who the fuck you are
Been disputing that for many years now
Still don't know why you've come this far
Still trying to be friends with me
What's the point in pretending one thing?
Then making a fool of yourself to us
Trying to please every hand that feeds you
But double standards is another fucking story
- Ignorance Never Dies
I wont shy away from anything I've done
I'm so fucking proud
Of even my biggest mistakes
If I didn't make them
I wouldn't be where I stand now
You can act so fucking righteous
But you won't ever learn until you fucking burn
At least once or twice in your life
- Karma
I'm so cold, or so I've been told. Everything happens for a reason.
I think I could get used to you, but I never knew, karma is all around me.
Some is good, the rest is bad... just live my life a good person.
I've shared pages with these devils, stood on stages with these saints burning holes in the backs....
Bitch, don't kill my vibe.
- Life Of Luxury
Home is where the heart is, but my address is in my suitcase.
I carry my world in my hands around this world we live in.
I'm letting go of everything I used know, diving headfirst all alone.
I wouldn't change it for the world, cause this is the only thing I have come to know.
I left my love by the sea, slowly you're drowning 'cos of me,
But just know I will be home.
- Like A Broken Record
When memories are all you have, all you really have is nothing.
Hanging on to "how it used to be" and "better days".
How can you say that was it,
I'm guilty of this to and afraid to admit
Nostalgia is a broken record and I hate its song.
The days have passed, it's time to carry on.
Nostalgia is a broken record and I hate its song,
- Miles Away
The beat went on and I just stopped,
My hands are tied but my heart was not.
You let go of me, to hold on to better things,
In a world of Someones, I just wanted to be no one.
Live my life on my own, selfish I know, but who would even know?
I'm not one to be screaming Fuck The World,
But muttered under long breaths,
- Never a Dull Moment
If one of us goes in then we all go through it,
Through it all in the worst of times.
Not a penny in our pockets, but you know we're as rich as kings.
Never a dull moment for life, it’s us against the world,
We'll make a moment out of nothing just so we don't forget.
So we burn one towards the night sky with our breath held tight,
With our peace signs held up high and this song in our minds.
You know we'll never stop till the last heart sings,
- Nothing Left But Regret
You took the year that I'll never get back
for most of the time felt under attack
down on my knees, lonely and scared.
close to defeat as our eyes never met
you played a game which made my life shit
but i saw it through as a relationship
tried to get a reason, tried to get a clue
- Paper Trails
So grip my hand so tightly
And please never let me go
A secret shared only with myself
Who would've thought it'd all come true
All I know is you (all I know is you)
Are just a young and hopeless fool
I've always cared for you (I've always cared for you)
- Push Me Under
I've seen the fucking devil, but he was staring right back at me.
Perfect bodies and perfect people, God, I wish I was equal.
Just a porcelain dream, washing away my regrets day after day, if only you knew...
You see a happy boy care free with no troubles, but really just hollow and washed out.
I don't crave attention or perfection, just a personal mention and some happiness inside.
But I still wear this brave face with a smile - fuck it I'm 23 with key to the fucking world,
So why am I still going back to that mirror with the devil staring back at me?
Drag me down, push me under.
- Sad But True
Hey (hey)
I'm your life
I'm the one who takes you there
hey (hey)
I'm your life
I'm the one who cares
they (they)
they betray
- St. Albans Hardcore 2
This is my city
This is my pride
Something that you won't stop
Something I won't hide
This is my family
These are my friends
It's something that you won't stop
We're fighting to the bitter end
- Teenage Lust
Falling down, falling down into the deepest blue,
The world may be delicate, but it's still so fucking cold.
Being so young, not wanting to die old and alone.
Will you make it through the night without choking on half-baked words and inane flattery?
Being so scared feels so fucking perfect.
Breathe in, breathe out, keep your heart on your sleeve,
Every day wanting to give up on the world,
- The Blood Stays On The Blade
Bleeding knuckles and broken smiles
With these friendships gone, I see it all worthwhile
and still I can’t see myself apologizing to anyone
For something I never done
There’s no point in trying hard
To be a nice person or make myself seem kind
Cos I burn bridges and never stop
- The Colour of Envy
I'll lose my mind every night,
I look through these red eyes and think through a clouded mind.
Thoughts out of control, paranoia living on my back, the colour of envy.
The colour of envy, but I’m content, sinking down into life’s cement,
Just leave me here for a while.
Flying high with all of you, just let ourselves go for a night.
I'll keep these memories forever, but I'll forget them in the morning.
My life through these red eyes and a clouded mind.
- The Golden Age
We dress in black, black shoes, black coat, black hat.
The end is coming, but not as you know it,
Not the apocalypse, not the second coming, it's a golden something...
Ear to the ground you can hear the humming, so grab your loved ones, cos no one is safe.
- The Kids We Used To Be...
So this is the song I write for everyone who I never forgot.
The kids we used to be are all dead, gone and forgotten.
Black eyed boys and bright eyed girls,
Friday night love and Saturday morning regrets,
Summers came and went, but the love never left.
So let's bring back the best years,
Nights spent hanging out not giving a fuck, being down on our luck.
- These Lights
Sitting on the six, take the long ride home, just me, myself and I.
Noise in my ears, gutless self pity swarms this journey here tonight.
Goodbyes and hellos, but I still sit on my own.
Over-thinking thoughts of the day, writing stories for the souls that I barely know,
Common ground are the seats we share - day in day out, take care.
All these lights illuminate the streets and this green light lightens up my mind,
I'll stand forever just to be kind.
- Worthless
Trying to make a monster out of me, just met with somber tone,
Hate stronger than me? A love greater than mine? A life better than ours?
Put me down and leave me for the dogs, you can't choose who dies, ‘cos you ain't God.
I'm in this ‘til the end, so suck up every last drop,
We’re in this moment ‘til our hearts stop.
Forever hated, you think that I'm lucky, but I lost everything that I’ve got.
I do this for the love, not what I receive.
Yeah you wanna get on it, and yeah you wanna hit on it,