- Are We Through
I have been beaten down by force unknown.
And this love that ruins me soon unfold.
Some things of existence you can explain.
Therefore my actions are reflections of pain.
I am here never by your side.
Do you care that it's still me ?
Where have we gone to, are we through ?
- As I Prove You My Lies
Year after year I am bending to collapse.
As the years go by feeling's bending down.
As this anger fulfils me I still feel unfilled.
So I close my eyes as I compare my life to a line.
As I prove you my lies.
And as I remember I have felt before.
- Death Becomes You
Why do you judge the things I say?
you can't feel what is right.
All our feelings are so dead and you are the one who is left behind.
And now you got a hole in our heart so big that all you see is dark.
And death becomes you, you wear it like a dress, death becomes you you wear me till im dead, death becomes you, death comes so clear,
and you'll become dead.
Maybe words can't express what I want to say.
It's useless to beg I can't win you back, come back.
- Dirty
I woke in sorrow or could it be that this is a medley of feelings ?
Had to face the dreams burnt down again.
Was no use to beg you stay.
I woke alone. Could it be, there is no company
for me, who needs no one, but yearns for anyone ?
All the windows in these rooms are dirty
All the feelings that we had are dead
- Disgusting
I held the hand of early death.
I saw you cry but never wept.
The nightmare is gone. I realize a
daymare much worse.
I asked for your hand and what did I get?
Just some words and a "but" was what you said.
"My friends are gone, I walk to a cliff, farewell..."
- Gone
Summer is coming but it doesn't take the pain away.
Pain does not keep me alive it just wakes me to die.
Breeze winds of summer healing me not.
In summerFall everything will fall.
You're gone, sure for all.
Please your God my beloved maker.
I fall so inside my longing for you.
- Have You Seen a Girl
She says much but asks for nothing
Answers a lot but not what you're asking
She means it all and with her words
crushes it all again
She's masked with a world she's made
Just to see her again - I pray
But in reality she's never safe
just a glimpse I ask for - I pray for
- I Don't Believe in Love
im sorry i cant forgive myself like you do,i can help you. you would never apoligize you already, its just yourself. will you let me in. you have been away so long that i dont know if i want you back,i hardly see anyone these days i am soul selected
i dont believe in love it was not for me, you live like its a dream reality
you have a red light in your house i compare cause it makes me dream,i have light in my room thats so dark you can hardly see,you say that its painted with black dark hate and evil, i often wish to counting you in these dreams i dont feel it at all,
i dont believe in love it has nothing for me you live like its a dream without reality i dont belive i should ever give up and sing you see as a dream it has nothing for me
- I Kiss and Let You Die
I kneel to see what's front of me.
I wish to heal your heart.
Although I feel you are not for me.
I wish to give you my heart.
So cold in this world, seeking for words.
A world where no one longs for answers.
I greed ans steel from whom I love.
- I Tried
I found my self again strearing at this white room. I tried to keep the light from coming in. If i'd wake in darkness I would not wake at all. No matter how I tried I woke up today. I would want tomorrow if I haven't had left all feelings behind I would makemy goal to be what I want to be and not just start new day that never ends.
- Miles Away
You say you are a week away.
It seems to me in different ways.
The days go by, I am missing you.
You don't miss me, I know it's true.
I know you're now miles away
And you said it was only days.
- Now I Die
The hate of this world and sorrow are the pain in me that i can't bear.
but I can start over.
Without no goals, life is too slow.
Imbalanced needs, icebounded dreams made 'em leave.
So close the door, I won't be seen again.
You made my day begin.
Forever lost to day where we are.
My lonely cries are wept away.