An Ocean of Its Own[Verse 1]
Now the tide is rising
And I'm staring at the wake
I get this feeling inside
And I think that it might be too late
There's nothing left to confide in
The only thing concrete is this weight
So I'm stuck here deciding
Breaking NowI just don't care, don't care anymore
I just don't care anymore and I can't pretend
I haven't been here before and haven't seen the end
I sometimes hope for a cure I'm just lost within
I just don't care anymore, why can't I win
I open my eyes and these lies
CrazyAm I going crazy?
Yeah, I think you made me
I give, you take, you always push me away
I love, you hate, it's always, always the same
You're always taking, taking, never giving back
To me, it's in the past but tell me how you live with that
You always love to hate with every single breath
But since the disconnect, you see the life you wish you had
Destruction of MyselfI close my eyes and make believe I'm anywhere but here
It grows inside and makes me see I'm nowhere even near
Although I've tried there's no rewind I cannot disappear
I think it's time that I realize it's me inside that mirror
Cuz everything I do reflects on me
And every path I choose effects me deep
These scars are from the wounds I've left on me
Only I fit the shoes that get the best of me
Every SecondI’m broken, I’m hoping
For a reason to keep on going
Doors open and closing
Everything seems like slow motion
I’ve chosen this moment
To stop my self-erosion
I’m focused on owning
Myself, my own opponent
Face the DayBreak away
Rip the flesh from the bone
And bury me
I wake up every morning
It's hard to look at me
I chose this life I wasn't born in
And all the lies I'm caught between
ForgottenSix feet from the bottom
I'm drowning in the water
Will I reach the air that keeps me here?
Or will I be forgotten?
Will I sink or will I swim if I can't stand?
Drifting farther all alone in the ocean
I can see the end, will I breathe again
I Will Show YouI was always told I can be what I wanna be
No one ever said your dreams are always out of reach
Take a step back down to reality, no one bleeds the same as me
Nothing ever seems as if it's easy
I'm always in the room but no one sees me
Every step I take is so misleading
I can't dream if I can't sleep
Land Of Make BelieveYou said that I'll roll on lonely, try to figure what I said
But this all familiar talkin', keep on ringing in your head
Everything you've notice and what I bring it to an end
The situation that you wrap you bring it to his head
It's one but it's nothing, is this shit that talk as nothing
Can you bring here what I love and that's way it's coming
It's a trapping in your voice and then your plan sound like nothing
Now you see I want it, this will lead you on that road
Light Up The SkyI'll be there to see your face
As you choke on the smoke you made
(Burn)
This day has finally happened
You're getting back what you gave away
I'll watch you turn to ashes
Live AgainWish you could rewind life in itself
Cuz everyday your breathing you feel like you live in hell
We're coming or were going the feeling of never knowing
The anxiety is growing and no one is here to (HELP!!)
No you can't help the things you can't see
Wish the future'd spin and show it's ugly face to me
Every day I live and every day I bleed
It's constantly reminding me of what I failed to be
Lost And AloneAll around the skies are falling down upon me
I'm trapped inside this wake of nothing
Once what was beautiful is now a disease
I cant believe these walls were something
Burning down over me
I can't make my way through the debris
I can't make it no
Monster In MeLook, to you, I'm different
It's 'cause I refuse to listen
To all the stupid shit that you include in your opinion
I got enough issues trying to be a human living in a ruined system
While I'm running from a crucifixion
You'll never get it, I put myself in this position
And nothing you could do could ever worsen my condition
So while you try to play the villain
My FightHow do you live when every finger's pointing in your face
How do you give your heart to something only you embrace
How do you put your mind to something that you love
When you were growing up everybody told you that you weren't good enough
Good enough would work for me
Instead of love you hurt me deep
Broke my trust and watched me bleed
Ignored my pleas and squashed my dreams
Same Old StoryIt's stuck on repeat
Making me breathe
Ever so deeply inside
Am I sleeping
I've tried screaming
Nothing can keep me alive
It seems easy
Make believing
ShadowsSome people will never change
Running your mouth all the same
You and your shadow just blasting my name
I hear the words that you say
I see the games that you play
You and your shadow just blasting my name
Is it hard to take a breath with my name in your mouth
Stay This WayEverything inside of me
is what it is, it's not changing
Not for you, for you
To myself I stay true
(So Try)
To understand it when I tell you that I want you out
(Cuz I've)
Been reprimanded for the last time so just shut your mouth
Take me home"Take Me Home"
[Danny:]
I don't believe in all your demons anymore
It's hard to see with any reason from before
I lie awake and face these shadows in the night
I see the truth through crimson eyes
Through It AllThere’s not a day that passes by
The pain has not amassed inside
It’s breaking me down to the ground
It’s like I crashed and died
It’s hard to leave your past behind
Especially when you’re last in line
And half the time it acts like vines
And wraps inside my fragile mind