- 108
There's no certainty to why anything happens to you.
What reason did we all end up here?
I'm not afraid anymore,
what happens when you see.
I'm not trying to leave.
They're all dead.
I can still feel it.
I can still feel you,
- And Now Everyone Sings The Blues
Fuck the lies you told
you're the best in your mother's eyes.
I hope it takes you every breath just to stay alive
so you don't talk anymore.
You wish you had it rough day to day?
Your father's check served on a silver plate.
You're writing songs that your idols sing.
I don't owe you that
- Brittle Bones
I'll stop blaming myself when all my actions equal up to my heart,
and I can find the room to breathe.
At least I have a sense of self, and I'm not afraid of change.
I've seen the strangest places and they're crying out my name.
I have a sense of self, so there's no one else to blame.
I've seen the kindest faces and remember all their names.
I've felt just how you feel, close if not the same.
If you're lucky to have a lover, let your walls dissipate.
- Campfires
I had dream last night,
the kind that kills your appetite.
I dreamt all the friends I had had died.
So don't take long when it comes now.
Not everybody's gone and your sympathy for me is running dry.
And you swore to christ you found god,
in the love we made before you lie dead on your lawn.
- Death Bed
There's a point I've got to find,
where my heart and my soul can keep up with my mind.
All that I feel drains out of me,
everything is tangible but still so out of reach.
Do you regret the time you've spent looking for words to save?
All the days I've spent with you,
you know I need them more than anything.
I know the day will start and sun will set with or without you here.
- God Deluxe
Pass it down the frequencies
Carve initials on the pipebomb
or you could kill yourself complacently
liberated on a chain
Where is your contingency?
Where is your relief?
Dig your hands into the ground
- He Went Down There To Die
Are you there?
Are you listening?
I hope one day you will meet me halfway.
When you're here, those thoughts become real.
Will you always come and go?
The last couple of weeks I drank till I was blind.
There's a whole lot of catching up you left behind.
Don't expect for this to be alright.
- I Have Seen Mountains
How does it feel now that I'm back at home?
Who created the distance within these roads?
It's so fucked to not remember what it feels like
to be touched or missed.
And now I reminisce on days that we spent
living in a pool of our sweat.
When you're stuck being lonely,
it takes an awful lot to get through this.
- Ocean Floor
I've been doubting everything that I love lately.
Pulsing through my veins like the salt in the sea.
Neither promises nor broken dreams
are repaired during sleep or sex or somewhere in between.
With you I slow dance underneath the sea.
What if I fail you?
Can't live up to expectations that you want me to?
Not that I could, I don't doubt you wouldn't stay.
- Segovia
Forgive me for never coming around.
I'm constantly reminded days are fleeting.
Whether I bleed or am breathing,
the limits life set remain defeating.
Do we make the most of our time spent together,
so at the end we don't regret what we've done with our short time?
I don't want to be the shadow of a person I am.
I don't want to say.