AliveHow could you lie there watching me die here
Watching me give up on everything we were
How could you watch when I was so broken?
Watching everything we built up fade away
I’m at the edge I’m fighting just to breath
Then I remember you said you’d never leave
Armor Of ScarsI feel everything
I feel anything
Absent all my armor
By choice, I’m in you
Can it hear my screaming
Can it find my breath
Absent all my grieving
By choice, I’m renewed
Better Than ISee me perfectly at your will
I'll do everything I can
I am suddenly, finally free
So I’ll try not to start again
Cracking and tearing off the mask
That I cannot hide behind
Breathe, you've got to see that I've stepped my toes to the line
ControlPlease forgive me if I don't understand
That the pain you sometimes put me through
is more than I can stand
Hold onto me 'cuz I am letting go
All the fight that I could never win
The illusion of control
You're like a car crash that brings me to life
You're like broken glass left in my life
LevelWho am I
That I can walk a thousand steps and not care who leads my line?
Bury me alive
If I should accept who I am and not look to you
I'm ever free from the torment that I fed to my mind
The antidote is alive and it’s starting to rise
I want to see this place leveled
This part of me that I despise
Medical ArtTime to take control
Time to make this work
And break away
From this life support
Just revive me now because I'm ready to live
Blink and breathe
Restoring me
My strength will fail while yours succeeds
Red HourIn a gaze, feel the moment
When your life was taken away
And recycled with the right tools
Feel this way again
Get so sick of the fire
And the constant gnashing of teeth
In recalling of a new life
The constant metal of me
Rise from the AshesCan you feel it, can you feel it
Can you feel my heartbeat beating
I can't live without you anymore
I can't deny it, can't deny it
I can't deny it, I'm still trying
I can't breathe without you anymore
Now that we've walked through the fire
SayWho's to say I'd leave for all this pain
All the lies magnified all our mistakes
Should suffer or escape
I'm paralyzed terrified from when you
Said we'd never let it die
I'm lucky to get out alive
Say, what you won't say
Shatteryou recognize every crippling scrape
that i have covered but i can't disguise
the armor stolen and the spirit defused
the color leaving and my breath denied
i can't rely on the selfish inside
so i look upon high for my release and i see
that you alone are the only true light
and you never deny my screaming
SurfaceI can't believe that I still defy the reason within
And so I took away everything that I wanted to be
I'm free and alive, when will I get this?
The chances stacked against the possibility of a life
Where eyes are watching me without a constant need to deny
That I'm yours and you're mine, when will I get this?
I'll walk through shattered glass again
If it means that I'll return to you
The Real Me
There's a place where I belong
Where nothing can affect me
Where I escape what I've become
Evading misery
It's tearing me up inside
The skeletons that I hide
Useless MeUseless Me
Music by Stria
Words by Daniel Chapman
Where has this day gone? Another one down the drain
Did I do anything to end my suffering?
Novelties are spent and pity has run its course
It’s time that I reached out, reached out for something more