All That Meant Somethingit's like the first time again
and i won't change a single thing
just wanna feel like this again
i don't know if i will again
not so hopeful anymore
i'm not looking forward to a thing
i used to believe that i could change
Can't believe I spelled it out to youi
don't
know
why
you
try
to
act
Corneayou started crying right in front of me
so then i embraced you and i swore i'd never let you go.
i would never let you hurt yourself, like i do
then i pulled you tighter and i never wanted to let go.
try to see it through my eyes - for the first time
understand, it's further from the truth.
try to see it through my eyes - for the last time
Fingers. Voice. Heart. Shake. Shake. Shake.why? oh why do i make you cry the way you haven't cried since then when your
heart was trembeling? you just say that i don't see anything. i guess it would
hurt like knives to say that you are just too shy to tell me that you don't want
me around, atleast for awhile. only if you could see it was not them but me who
broke the last two pieses of your heart. a heart so fragile. a heart so caring,
so caring that you forgot to care for yourself instead.
(for over a year ago i did something really stupid, i guess. a close friend of
mine really took it in a bad way. the thing is that no-one acually told me what
Hands Are For Helpingyou should speak up,
stop speaking to yourself. to yourself.
should you really
let him do all the talking for you?
you should tell him
just what you think is right and wrong.
should he really
decide on what you think? about everything?
In a Deep Hole With Clay and RemorseIn my head i hope you have forgotten.
But in my heart i hope you still remember.
That you said if i got homeless one day.
You would keep a place for me to sleep at.
In your home, next to you.
And you worry that i'm drinking too much.
And you said i should take better care.
I just wish i didn't bother you at all.
In Confidencepress repeat, hear it all again from start to finish.
i sometimes whisper the words to myself
to see if seems any clearer today
if it seems any clearer
repeat the lies, repeat what you said
repeat all those little words
repeat the lies, repeat what you said - to me.
My Mind is A Birdcagei keep begging you to see. why won't you ever listen? you have got me into this,
you will show me the way out...out of this. as you say there's nowhere i can go.
as you say there's no-one i can trust. as you say we're all alone out there. as
you say we can never...never be clean. as a shadow, hiding my eyes from the sun,
you walk through the door of trust to never come again. but you will stay in my
memory like a bird in a cage. you will never be released from my mind. save me,
please. and it always comes down to this. wake me up, and open my eyes.
My Mind is a Birdcagei keep begging you to see. why won't you ever listen? you have got me into this,
you will show me the way out...out of this. as you say there's nowhere i can go.
as you say there's no-one i can trust. as you say we're all alone out there. as
you say we can never...never be clean. as a shadow, hiding my eyes from the sun,
you walk through the door of trust to never come again. but you will stay in my
memory like a bird in a cage. you will never be released from my mind. save me,
please. and it always comes down to this. wake me up, and open my eyes.
(this song is about lost friendship and what it does to you. it's an old song so
One and All, Every Bitfirst time i saw you,
my heart skipped a beat
first time i held your hand,
i shaked like a leaf
it didn't have to come to this, if you had just leaved it alone
i never wanted you to see what i've kept inside of me
Postlude to 5 Years of Hurting"my feet fail me again. fail me again.
i lost controle again and balance gave up on me.
i fell, i fell down. and i fell just wherever i were.
didn't bother anymore. it doesn't matter anymore.
just wish i could bare to be seen as i am.
'cause when you're around i feel weak and ugly."
Remorsethis time i would try harder, harder.
this time i would be better, better.
next time you'll hit me harder, harder.
for you won't know any better, will you?
i would wait an eternity
i would wait an eternity
for a chance to be with you
Sense In A Broken Dialogueat the time when it was said,
it sounded better in my head.
when you spoke i wasn't there,
you tried to tell me what was wrong.
when your... when your words couldn't get past your lips
i thought... i thought you wanted to show me wrong
like a... like a statement you had to make
Stop Motionyour eyes are so pretty glittering with tears
under the coldest sky in January
guess i should say something, but i'm just staring
i'm stuck, i'm stuck.
staring right into your eyes
i'm stuck, i'm stuck.
frozen in your sight
The greatest actors keep on acting offstageyou said you didn't notice me.
i said to myself i shouldn't go.
you said i didn't seem that weird. (after all these years)
but in me i felt you said that just because you hate silence.
why do you have to push yourself?
this wound is more an infection, that seems becoming a hole.
all this has got a hold on me and dragges me to where i'm losing my mind.
this wound is more an infection, that seems becoming a hole.
This Heart Easily TearsThe only piece I still can grip with my hands are the pieces of the memories of your heart.
Not the same old songs anymore.
Waking eyes, I would die to see that again.
The only thing that still can fit in my heart are the pieces of the memories of your smile.
Not the same old songs anymore.
Your excuse, I could die to hear that again.
Waking the sheets in your bed, the smell of your hair,
It's all gone now for sure.
Utter Silence Is FragileSigns, what's with those signs? Would they explain it to you?
Silent words, and the words describe what's gone through our heads
Feels impossible to think that memories of now will ever fade
I'm silently watching your movements as you walk through the room
I'm watching your eyes moving across the floor and all the dust in my room
This silent is so painful, don't you think?
You'd just say I'm having 'one of those days' again
But I know I'm not
with wings of feathers and gluethis to an end. night-time turns to dawn, in the corner of your eye. i remember how we listened to our song, in the middle of the night.
we were too afraid to go to sleep. we were too afraid to fall asleep.
how it came over me when i saw your arms. (feel so small) what have you done?
i saw what you tried to hide from everyone else.
i promissed you, i promissed you that i would take care of you.
i promissed you, i promissed you that i would be there for you.
i promissed you...