BackstabberWe are the children of the zombie nation, and we are never satisfied.
We are the voices of a generation, and we`re aiming for the sky.
We are the pitiful abominations, and we spread like a disease.
We are the antidote for life, we know a thousand ways to bleed.
We are forever doomed to walk alone.
Into the setting sun.
Bi-PolarI'm so sorry, sorry to lose you as my friend.
But here we are now, one step closer to the end.
This separation, another failure in my life.
I didn`t thing that it would hurt so much this time.
Who am I to criticize the choices that you make.
These are my darkest days, and I`m about to break.
Bring on the suffering, I`m waiting for the pain.
ComaDistant memories of pain, keep occupying my brain.
Where do they all come from?
Fade into transparency, this time it won`t be in vain.
Towards oblivion.
Helpless
Senseless,insane
Graceless
DerangedI try to collect the pieces, the pieces that used to be myself.
You automated species, your heaven has always been my hell.
Nothing is everlasting, I have got to change.
Could this be a good thing?, or am I just deranged?
Haven`t I had enough?, haven`t I seen enough?, this is too much for me.
Seems like I`m all alone, noone who understands, is this how my life should be?
Different Problem Same SolutionThe more I cut the more I bleed, I am my only enemy.
The more I bleed the more I feel, Selfinflicted.
Different problem, same solution
Different problem, same solution
Different problem, same solution, Another kind of pain.
Salvation lies within the steel, Pain is all I need to feel.
EnemiesI need an outlet for my aggressions, But I can`t find anything, to feed the dark within.
Whatever happened to my dark depressions?, I Can`t find anything, to feed the dark within.
I have tried my best to be the worst that I can be.
It doesn`t help me, cause I need more enemies.
How can I make you understand?
That all I really need, Is precious misery.
Forever Walk AloneSo I leave without a trace
You see no sorrow in my face
And as I watch the sun go down
my future`s buried in my hand
I can`t believe this time would come
How could I`ve left we need one another
Happy With My PainI know what you did to me, and I don`t accept apologies.
I guess you had your reasons but I`m never gonna know.
We both knew it wouldn`t last, but now it`s over way too fast.
What I lack in motivation I make up for in denial.
Take your hatred out on me, `cause I`m used to live with misery.
I don`t care what you call me, as long as you still call me.
I face my demons every day and I wish that they would go away.
Lord Of FliesI got a taste of you, you took a bite of me.
and now I`m left alone trying to shake the misery.
You didn`t know my name. You didn`t understand. You didn`t even try.
You left me on my own, with my own misery. You left me there to die.
All I needed was a friend, you tuned out to be something else. But I still need you just the same.
You left me naked on the floor, humiliated to the core. But I`m still screaming out for more.
I hesitated for a while, but then I swallowed all your lies. I have become the lord of flies.
Reasons To HateAlways the same, taking the blame,
cheated again, losing the game.
I have no self-esteem at all, and that's fine by me.
Loaded with rage, sick of the pain, easy to say, hard to explain.
I have no feelings left for you, and that's fine by me.
Just when you thought you were safe
RedemptionShout it out, shout it out.
Let me know your feelings.
Let it all out now.
Go ahead and speak your mind.
Ever since we parted, I`ve been acting strange.
I`ve become retarded, And you are still the same.
What the hell am I afraid of, now that you are gone.
Sharing My DiseaseI fear my own reflection.
I fear what`s caught inside of me.
I fear my intuition.
I fear my other side, my violent side.
When I hear you call my name, all I ask for.
Is a place to hide my shame, away from you.
Silence Is The EnemyWhat`s that expression on your face, what`s with that absent frown.
What`s that sadness in your eyes, what`s with that stare.
The chaos that`s inside of you, not for the world to see.
Abstract speechless sorrow, don`t seem to disappear.
All I know, silence is the enemy.
Speak to me, even an obscenity.
SimpletonI`m such a sad creation, a combination of frustration and a worried mind.
Alone in misery, and noone sees.
Enter your mass psychosis, just to become what everyone says that I ought to be.
But is this one step forward?, or two steps back.
It`s time to open up my mind, cause there`s a reason why I`m always left behind.
An underdog. Transparent to you all.
So many reasons to break free, I`ve got to prove that there is nothing wrong with me.
StainsI’m gonna need some time, to get it off my mind.
The things you did to me.
A little too much pain, to wash away the stains.
I don’t know what to do.
What have I done?
What have I become?
Am I the only one?
The ReapingHere we are now, A generation gone insane.
Another scar now, we feed on selfinflicted pain.
You`re wasting your time when you try to understand, `cause there`s nothing that we want, and we will never take a stand.
We are the sleepwalkers on parade.
Screaming but noone hears.
And we slowly fade away.
Into oblivion again.
The Worst Is Yet To ComeI run in circles, dodging bullets all the time.
Avoiding conflicts, but it hardly ever works.
A lot of people seems to know what`s best for me.
It doesn`t matter, `cause the worst is yet to come.
Running away, running away from what I am.
Driven by shame, hiding from myself.
Down on my knees, waiting for you to count me out.
UnsaneSanity is flying god knows where as I can no longer defeat my inner voice
Pray for me to come back home alive I nearly kill myself in any state I am
Drain my body from disease to drive away the demons that I carry
Runaway from every war I will fight it for love, affection not for you
Tell me to arise and face my only fate
Take a hammer and I`ll show you how I wash myself in pain
Waiting And WanderingIt`s all in me like an aching lump
A cancer growing into a beast
Distorting truth and feeding lies
Like sun and water to faded plant
Sometimes I long for the misery
Sometimes I crawl through the mud
Silly games to feel left behind
Wars to Win and Wars to LooseAfter ages of war I try to compensate,
for the lifes that I took in anger.
Sad reminder of death's been so hard to erase.
Might aswell just go with hatred.
My failure, my failure, my failure was I killed my saviour.
Nothing left to win, nothing left to die for.
WastedHere I come again,Your retarded friend.
What`s inside my head?, Mind your own instead.
Look at me and smile, Makes you`re life worthwile.
You don`t understand, I`m the better man.
Now in times like these, Nothing`s what it seems.
Who`s your enemies, What do you believe.
Zyclon BTime fades away, as I slide into hereditary sin.
Trying to forget.
You`re blaming me, how can that be I wasn`t even there, I wasn`t even born.
Can`t you see, what you are, what you are inside.
Fade away.